28 February 2004

The Fulfilment of God’s Vision of His Life

God’s vision of life opens its heart to him as he walks through it, the life in it opening to him as it spills out what is his alone – his vision is of life in the full - life in abundance and is constantly being played before him, as is the constancy of all life - for it is a vision of pure life and the Lord loves to watch its complex unfolding - its small entrances and its large gateways and every one of its pathways - for it is every bit of luxury - and every bit of pain - and every bit of fragrance – and holds every bit of renewal and rebirth as it opens itself wide to the giver of all life – for as the heart of life looks into the heart of life all and every manifested form which he gave it graces his presence –

God’s vision cannot be touched or handled or changed or spoken to by anyone else but the one who released it and set it free to abound forth in its entirety of eternal abundance – God alone has an empire of astounding visions, all moving and circulating as they draw to the peak of him – all visions within a vision of life in the full, and for us to see or share in the privacy of them, or for us to say we are at the very peak of them, is to say we are at the peak of our existence – that we have risen to the very top of all God’s mountains – and to say we are at the all of God is to say we have touched on the all of him –
To see life undress and disrobe in the sight of only God without covering to hide its full revelation, is such a vision we have not touched nor felt nor seen nor experienced – for to touch it is to be familiar with it – and to be familiar with it is to know it in all its complexities, seeing it without the covering of its simplicity - of which no man can see through, or into, unless he has been given total and complete permission, and then with only the Holy Spirit guiding the eyes of his heart and his thoughts of his mind and the goal of his actions - for if the goal you have resting in your heart is not God’s goal, then the simplicity of the easiness of reaching out and taking of your salvation will continue to shield what is reigned with deep complexity in the internal realms of full existence with God.

For the avenues which and are leading to the long winding roads of the visions of our God, turn and wind through more and more of God’s voice – for the more he does speak as the road stretches further into the complex realm of life in God, and what he plans to do, and what he does do with life for his own personal us - and it is only the weight of the footsteps of Jesus which can imprint and leave permanent indentations in what is God’s life - for it is formless but also came in form -
Permanent indentations in God’s vision - in God’s life - is when Christ walked the earth - and are the nails which pierced his hands and his feet – and is the powerful truth that Jesus is returning in the flesh – a permanent indentation is when God is free to live his life the way he wants to - with those he wants to ~
The motives of Christ are so pure that they go beyond any measure of weight and heaviness, and when we go beyond heaviness in our weight of truth and motive we have then become the full truth and motive of God and then there is nothing else to compare us with – for Christ cannot be weighed – or compared - for Jesus is solid truth and what he sustains by his word of truth is beyond measure and beyond weight and beyond comparison and beyond simple understanding – for the simplicity of truth has entered into us, and we have gone into the beyond of it, and by our internal responses we will be able to enter into the complexities of the outer bounds of true Godly living – if we follow the Lord down every winding road, for when we follow him he takes us up his mountains and down them and around them – but we see only him - for he alone is our mountain our valley our hiding place - and the deeper and the more of his richness we can partake of and eat of and thirst for will enable us to endure down the winding road with him, for it does take enduring courage - for what God looks at and admires and feasts on is life in its fullness - as seen by him in and through his empire of visions – and for us to follow him, and to look, and to breathe it in and assimilate it with ourselves, is an impossible task if we have not made the Lord himself the fullness of our life – but we can do it – Christ in us makes it possible for us to do it when we allow God to move powerfully within us - and I am not talking about powerfully in us for external miracles – but powerfully in us for internal miracles – the miracle of God in us – the miracle of the formation of Christ in us – the miracle of the Holy Spirit dwelling in us as we become the complete and holy temple of our God - the miracle of life in us - the miracle of God’s life in us.

The complexities of the all of God as held in Christ Jesus are the complexities of life – life abundant - life eternal - the life of Christ – the life of the Father – the life of the Holy Spirit - the life of the new creation – the life of the fourth person - complex because they involve the love of God and his love of life, and his love of living life - for God’s love of living life has yet to come to its peak in him - and as we listen and follow his simple command to us we are lead into the marvellous sweet complexities of him; for all are one and in one is all of them, but to see the complete and perfect unification of the merging of the three, is to see the complexities of all life in its simplified form - while at the same time the complex is unfolding as it moves through all the simplicities accentuating certain truths and drawing back from others.

The flesh of the chest of Christ is open to us to see the heart that holds and weighs the hearts of those who have received created life from life – life brings about its own – but its own does not recognise from where they come;
For we came from the heart of truth - and go back to the heart of truth according to the truth that is in our heart.
Rip open the chest of Christ Jesus with your newly given cloak of humility which was born and given to us out of the sacrifice of the lamb of God - and look and see the cross beam and the vertical beam which resides inside of life which became flesh and blood – for even his earth life was formed inside of his vision – held and felt and lived - for salvation is never ending and the cross is never buried – for if it was, it could not be contained in soil which even longs to lift and exalt Christ, and the cross is a part of him and a part of us – for the life he received out of his death - is so unbelievable – the ecstasy of life which has risen is stronger than life which has not been put to death – for Jesus Christ arose in power and his power if possible was multiplied ; can you imagine the power of God multiplied and exemplified – glory to God for such was his vision, such was his plan and such is his love of life that he did what was required to release it in its extremes; and he wanted all to join him – for all was given life so they could join him in the extremes of it -
He envisaged the path and the path he walked, and heard not only the jeers but saw the cross as he walked past and saw the blood as it flowed and saw the tomb which could not contain life and the source of it - he could hear the scriptures he knew so well – and the persecution and the lies and felt the sharp brush of the air as it whipped past him as the lashes were being brandished against his skin – as the battle for the way, the truth, and the life continued to reign victorious, although in appearance it looked defeated and unable to stand, but life knew it was victorious and nothing could stand against it -

The Lord felt rush past him life which had to be lived, so life in abundance could come and be freely given to all - for life is set free when it is lived in truth and in all its aspects, and life in the form of flesh and blood had to be lived – and continued to be lived until the truth of it put under the Lord’s feet - the lie which tried to contaminate it – the lie had to be exposed and put to death, for the lie could not and would not see life in abundance - for the truth of life can only multiply unto itself and will not allow the multiplication of the lie to take any place in eternity – but it must run to the very edge of its platform, to the very end of who it thinks it is - and then the truth will consume it, for it will have no where to run and hide anymore - but it was in God’s vision of the truth of life, and he walked on and looked and enjoyed and flooded himself with the beauty of life and what it would and could exude after the price had been paid – after the flesh had been put to death and after the blood had been spilled – and after the purification had been made - and he walked on in his vision and he smelled and enjoyed what was by the wayside ; for all was included in the battle for the life of truth ; so not only did the battle take his eye, but he was seeing life, in its detail, in its glory, in its fully released and magnified state –
There was much which had to be done and endured and accomplished, but what he was seeing was to him what was already done –

It was the rocky pathway to glory – rocky but so velvety smooth and without stumbling blocks for all was held apart from the outcome, as the Lord walked in the victory, and smelt and basked in all the beauty of life – and what it stands for, and how life fights for its own - and what was achieved through living it ; through living every part of it – for as we live it, it unfolds and empties out of its close embrace God’s ways of building our character - for unless life is lived and loved and respected and fought for, we will never see the simplicities held in Christ and what they can deliver to us – nor feel the superb complexities of God as his insight into all of life comes streaming into perspective as receptive understanding hearts which have lived and loved life, and clear responsive minds which have respected and fought for it, can now can see the simplicity in the complexities and all the complexities in the simplicities ; for that is how they are unravelled – one starts to unfold and then it moves us into the other and the other untwines to reveal the source of the first ; but first comes the simplicity of our salvation – not simple and without deep thought and not without much sacrifice and pain from our Lord, but given to us in its simplified glorious version so there was to be no misunderstanding that we were saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ our Lord who is the only begotten Son of God – and once we repent and accept Christ, and ask him to come into our hearts to reign supreme – then from this simply given understanding of our salvation and our new lives, we are to be then lead into the complexities of God’s life – for we are given life so we can join God in his life - and the Holy Spirit leads us, but it is just that we do not follow - we hold to the simple and easy – but for us it then becomes simply too easy to forget about God – for we can abuse the simplified version and downgrade it and pull it apart until we make it a maze of complicated rubbish in which the command of God the Father has already been left out of, and in which the Name of Jesus has been put somewhere in the background as we endeavour to rationalise and change that which has been perfectly presented to us -
Presented to us word for word perfect - for each word holds in it the complex understanding God has of it - and it was in God’s unique way in which it was presented to us so we may understand what we could not understand – and so we could know what we could never know - the power of God to save is so unique and so deep that it is simple but complex at the same time – for his plan is so unusual, such a one off - so completely perfect as it moves gracefully and with authority and with absolute undeniable purpose within God’s vision -
For he is life, and life is to be lived - and God admires it and watches it brilliantly unfold millisecond by millisecond – for the movement of God’s plan gives refraction to the light and it glistens and is so lustrous that it is indeed a spectacle God loves to watch – a superb and unique unfolding which no eye has seen and no ear has heard in this form of which is inside of God’s life - inside of God’s vision – not inside the vision given to us - but this is inside of God’s vision of life – not what we want but what he wants -
Unique to only him until he sees in us what he is seeing in his vision of his life - until he sees in us a familiarity - and then calls us forth to touch it in its raw form before it takes on its coverings against the world, so God’s private viewing is not exposed to all and everyone – but in this form in God’s vision is where we can see it as it is in his heart – the unapproachable light of God enhances its angles and its dimensions and all is seen clearly, for it is full of clarity and understanding and knowledge - for if seen as it is in God’s vision we will be seeing it from the heart of God, and that is so exciting for even as it plays out in its form on earth, knowing what it looks like in its state of uncovered truth heightens the experience of it for us ; and we will never lose our footing or our focus on our Lord for it will then be set in us permanently –
It is a permanent indentation in our souls as we walk with our Lord beside it - in it - living it - loving it - and respecting it - for such is our zeal in honouring the Father who is the giver of all life, and who is the one who reached down so far into his heart and gave of the all of it so we may experience and live life in the full.

For living every part of life takes us through all of life’s doors when we are walking with the Lord, and if we dare to walk through each and every door we will be brought to the very depths of ourselves just as the Father was and is – and just as Jesus was and is - for each and every part of us will be challenged and searched out if we have made God alone our only vision -
For one way or another life has to be lived – life is to be held on to and fought for – not so it does not get lost but so we do not lose it – or let it go on without us –
For as the Lord continues to move through and with his vision he can smell life for nothing can hold it down or mingle with the fragrance of it, for it was of its own, and until its own knew it, then its own could not join it or have any familiarity with it – the only time we have any familiarity with life in the full is if we have been so willingly and without pretension been so transformed by God that we have touched life, lived it, experienced it in all its private details the same way the Lord has – until then we have no familiarity with it – and no familiarity with the suffering held in it - but what we have in common with it is that God is our life’s breathe and he is the source of our creation and all things belong to him –

As the Lord moves past us on his way, our sense of life and our now embracing of it and what it really holds and what living it really does, is felt by us as a rush of air that moves past our flesh to signal his movement - just as the Lord felt a rush of air against himself as persecution swept by and bone encrusted whips lashed at his back – our God lived our existence in this world for us – for when he came he lifted and carried us upon his shoulders, and it was he who lived the word meant for us – he who walked the pathway meant for us – he who received the punishment meant for us –
And it was our Lord who freely gave to us what we did not deserve, but what God had set apart and meant for us to have.
And his word will return to him complete in us - and his hope of Glory will be made whole and manifest - the Holy Spirit will see to that –
The Holy Spirit will bring Jesus into our hearts, and our flesh will be changed and made alive with his holy presence – and his holy presence will be what sends this world into uproar and increased chaos - for his presence in one or ones who are walking this earth in his full stature will be what will tear the world apart - and it is what will destroy what has is to be destroyed, and what will do what has to be done - for it is the holy presence of God on this earth in our bodies of flesh and blood which will bring Jesus back with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God – and the time will have come for his reign on earth to begin - for our Father has walking through his vision, one or ones who are the full stature of his Jesus Christ - and he watched as they listened to his Son, and as they walked with his Son, and he watched as they merged with his Son and as they grew and grew in stature and height and width and depth - until he would see Jesus in mortal bodies of flesh which were still awaiting for their new glorified bodies; but ones who lived and loved the life of truth in the same way God did - for this is the only way Jesus can be fully formed in us – for Jesus does not change – but we have to change -
For Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever and his word is our yesterday, his word is our today and his word is our forever - and its completeness in us is balanced off by the wholeness of the way we reach out to life, and love it and live it as it comes to us - for it is God coming to us full of the pain life has incurred on him - and full of the life which has yet to be lived by him.
We can live God’s vision with him; or be one of whom our God watches in his vision but one who never come out of it and meet with the reality of Christ in us and who never meets with the reality of the life of God - for we can go on never seeing him and wandering around in what we think is a mist ; but which is God’s unheard voice to us, until the end does come – but when we come to the end of God’s vision and we have yet to have seen and felt and fellowshipped with him, then the end is the same as our beginning before we knew him – and so life to us – is seen as a meaningless journey full of regrets and hardships and greed and disappointments – for when we take God out of our journey we have journeyed to nowhere, and have seen no one, and have learned nothing, and even though we have the light of Christ shining on us we hold tight to the shadows bringing them down over our hearts and ears and minds and eyes making God’s incredible existence untouched by us – unacknowledged by us – unlived by us - and most sadly unloved by us -

For in the valley overshadowed by death where slaughter is imminent – there are the mighty visions of God and dreams of the unseen – separate and without dimension for God in all of his glorified state of existence has now taken his seat in the valley of where ground appears as a carpet of green velvet in God’s vision - but it rolls up and its form disappears from sight – the Lord centres his vision on what is coming into appearance – what is coming into his sight for it only appears when it comes before him for it cannot come into any form until in his presence for only then does it have permission to be seen – Jesus rests at the side, as the Father and the Holy Spirit take in the masses as they come forth – all as one but Jesus our Lord is resting at the side – the Father takes control and the Holy Spirit does not let one lose the way to the path to the Father – for the passionate commitment of the Lord Almighty will guarantee this.
The Father calls – speaks – his voice effects and brings a quiet submissiveness as all come forth in oceans of moderation, not in praise but in mediocrity –
The vision of the time to come, but has come - the Father reminds the writer that the end of the vision of what God has planned is now going to come to its completion, for after the vision and completion of his first hopes and his first dreams – no more hoping, no more desiring, for all has been established and the only thing left and the only thing that the Father holds with him now is what is - for all that is to be real is real, and all that is to remain remains, and all that is to be swept clean is swept clean – and all that is a lie has succumbed to all that is the truth.

To the glory and honour and praise of our Lord Jesus Christ -
For it is a time of reflection and to now meet with what God has placed in our hearts to confront in the privacy of aloneness with him -
For if our life was to be one second and there was no eternity for us and there were no plans for second chances and no New Jerusalem for us - would the purity of uncontainable adulation for our God still come out of our hearts and pour from our mouths – would the praise and honour and glory and thanks and exaltation increase, until it indeed took the Father’s breathe away in sheer unexpected delight - or would we remain in silence until God takes his breathe away from us and draws it back into himself – For it is his breathe we are using, it is his life we are living out of – and it is to be extreme and constant praise that goes beyond all hearts - as it extends and volumes out into where the heart was formed and where it took its first breath - for this is his vision, a vision which has not peaked yet – extreme to us, but to God it is exemplary – it is worthy of imitation and serves as a perfect pattern for us – due honour and respect, and holy worship is ordained and rightful praise from us even when we have no eternity, when we have no promises or gifts – for his gift to us is indeed his breathe to us, and our being given knowing of his existence, and to have felt his presence –
When we know what we have received and we know that all God’s promises are yes and amen in Christ, that in the centre of our first born hearts is and always was a part of God’s nature and character which life in its raw and ecstatic state, could bring out in us joy and an eternal unchained exuberance and desire, that if God chose for us to remain with only one breathe left we would indeed go into full voice of praise and honour to God which would indeed change his eternity – adding to it even if we ourselves are not going to share in it with him –

For there is glorious foundation of truth which may or may not have come and made its dwelling in us – a truth of which its foundation we may not have made welcome or could not give our acceptance to - a foundation of faithful love and trust which would still see us praise our God even if he made us no promises – if he made us no visitation – if he did not share his eternity with us - if the raising of his arm to salvage us was so we could praise him for but a second - that his majesty and his presence, if revealed and made known and seen by us for but the twinkling of an eye – that if he gave us one breathe of life so we could experience him – that it would be used to glorify and sing and dance with him - in truth and honesty would our acknowledgement of his glorious presence and the love of which gave us life for but one second, go out from us into all of eternity - for that second is indeed our eternity – knowing and experiencing God is our eternity – can our hearts honestly subscribe to that – have we allowed the Holy Spirit to dig so deep into us so as to plant this part of God’s nature and character in us ; locked away in rich abiding soil and held safe by his holy consuming passionate hands - for it is a part of God’s holy vision, and not for us to touch or see until or unless our confession of it sings out eternally true - for false confession of it will see our eternity wither and lose its life and shape and heart - if God took all away from us and only left us with one breathe, one heartbeat, all held in his glorious presence would that be enough for us – can we see yet that we can sustain so much life in such a concentrated form if our love which extends and reaches out to God is coming from God’s nature and character - it is then that we indeed can be fully satisfied and fulfilled in a split second and in that split second all of God’s vision would be displayed before us – and before him - all of life would be lived and all of God’s presence to us would engulf and draw us back into him - for we are too much like him – too familiar with him - and the all of him would be the all of us as our whole being goes into glorious praise, for the Lord would have highly honoured us with allowing us to know him by becoming familiar with his ways –
For he always exemplifies himself – illustrating to us by example - and has lived it completely – the time Jesus spent on this earth was to the Father but a second and in that second Jesus lived an eternity – for he was the fullness of the stature of the trinity – the full and complete representation of God Almighty for us to then copy.
And just as surely as Jesus was the sacrificial lamb of God – so too our hearts which are designed by God, are hearts which can surely stretch into areas of which the Holy Spirit knows every hiding place – stretching into every unseen valley and field and mysterious place where God has his empire of visions – the peak of which is so highly placed - for it is indeed an empire in itself and only God alone has walked through it – for it is visions within a vision and so highly exalted by the heart of God, that to find it is to find your way back to what has no beginning and no end - but to those who are specialists in their tireless quest for sameness with Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit – they will be moved onto the next plane of which only God alone resides – God alone in his sameness holds his vision of surging life and the ones who have been lesser may be permitted to walk, run, stroll, fly or pass through it in accordance with the level of indwelling in us by the Holy Spirit – for the Holy Spirit is the Spirit and the power of the vision – the Holy Spirit is the Spirit and the power of our life – and the Holy Spirit is the Spirit and the power of God’s life…

Holy eternal praise and honour voicing itself out of a heart filled to overflowing with unconditional and tireless faithful love is what the Lord deserves from everything he gave life to – but life is not enough for us – we think we deserve more – that we are entitled to more - that we are entitled to more than God - that God is not enough for us – that is what our God bears the weight of constantly in his heart - that he is not enough for us - it is not that we want more of him – but it is we want more than him -
We deserve and are entitled to nothing from him ; and it is only that God wants to give to us the fullness of the life of the all of him - that he wants to give to us quality of life is the only reason why we have been lead by his Holy Spirit into all the places he has so cautiously kept us from until his work in progress in us, did reveal the masterpiece in which he has been working ; do we think that if we were not God’s masterpiece that we would be able to see all his other masterpieces which he has in his solitude – we would not appreciate them – or see the beauty which is beyond them – for we would indeed be looking at the eternity of life in the full in each and every one of them - God brings them out to us and when he reaches for them he is reaching into his own chest and exposing and opening his heart and his internal visions, so as to reveal and release what he wishes to be known and seen by us, for the sole purpose of us being grown to the full stature of Jesus Christ - so as we come into areas which are of this spiritual nature and of this complex form, what we see will transfigure us – for there is nothing in the world which has the power to redesign and change us as God does in these moments in solitude within in –
He created us and he will recreate and change us to his perfect specifications as we draw nearer to him and if we refuse to stop when we get to unopened doors – For he has his hand on the handle waiting to hear the prescribed way of asking, for he has made it such - for it is not the many words or the religious sounding words or the thought up words that we are to offer up to him - it is his words given to us to use which will open all avenues to us, if the words when said have come from hearts which have felt and lived and loved God and his life with a wild abandon – hearts holy and set apart for him – living in the world but at the same time untamed by the world - and with an incredible feeling of belonging to God and knowing that we belong back with him ;
Seeing our life – his life – and the joining of the two as so natural, and the only thing to keep us on this earth is that this is God’s unique and perfect plan, and we honour him as we fulfil it – as we live our life he gave us - we honour him when we uphold his word as the truth of us and the truth of God – we honour him when we say yes and do it – when we worship him and mean it – when we follow him and just love it - and when we see God the Father – when we really see him as our Father and treat him as our Father and respect him as the Father of all creation - and at the same time so personally relate to him in a family way – in a such a way that there is no one or nothing which can make division between us, for his powerful uninterrupted love is now ours – and his zeal and jealousy for us – is now what we feel for him - and we now know all of what he is hanging on to so tightly - so much so, that we place our hands over his enclosed fist and hang on with him with the same zealousness and the same jealousness -

That is family and family strength – nothing can resist the power of love which is for family, and which is between family, when the family is of God -
For only he brings into existence true family values and honour and respect and trust and love – only God will have a perfect compatible family, for that is what he has purposed for his life and that is what he is drawing us to -
For he begins when he draws us to Jesus his Son, and our brother - who is indeed worthy of imitation and given to us as a model to illustrate to us in a body of flesh and blood, so we could relate to him and understand him as he spoke to us the words the Father gave him - words which would form in ones who listened to hear – words which would permit the formation in us of Jesus Christ who holds all the fullness of the origin life within him –

His word alone would begin the formation in our flesh and blood of sons and daughters who would then discard there outer covering and be clothed in new glorified bodies – but to be formed in us while on earth if we are ever to come into our family home and live in eternity with our Father and be privileged to go with him wherever he goes – we cannot be changed and made into sons and daughters if we do not accept our Father and the word he sent to us – for if we do not, we cannot be changed and we will not come close enough to even hear in the distance his love song to us which he constantly serenades us with –

A love song which makes our temporary separation from him a little bit more bearable for him - for when he listens intently with his ear pressed closed to the hearts of those who yearn and pine for him, he can hear our love song back to him dancing in the heavens of his heart, as it is multiplied and added to, as our devotion and love is returned to him.

The Lord is showing us to the tops of all his mountains and asking us how do you feel about me – guiding us through likeness, oneness and sameness, the extra of him - the more of him and saying - now you know all of this what would you do if I took it all away – how would you feel about me – would your feelings and hunger and yearning and pining change - would it instantly stop as fast as the more was stopped - for how do we know what is in the all of his unwritten word – we assume nothing for either we want God for God or we want God for our own use - and if he took away everything that he has offered in our eternal lives in eternity would we still love him - for he would not have changed, but our expectations of him would have ~

When he shows us his private visions he is letting us witness within our own flesh and own hearts what he feels and wants from life – and what life wants from him - each avenue is strikingly confronting as we examine our own hearts as the Holy Spirit stand to the side so we can see what God sees in us – every bypass we wind down we see more of God and less of us – and every dream of his we are allowed to explore and all which has been given place inside his vision we are given access to - not to see what we should not see or hear what we should not hear, but so we strip ourselves down - for the all of us will melt before him as all his infinite details come into view – melt and dissolve will all of the plans we had for ourselves and which were born out of our narrow and blinded understanding of God and his totality - we are permitted to explore him and venture our footsteps into unknown territory because God reigns supreme and is higher than the highest mountain that he will now allow us to climb, and he is wiser than all the wisdom he will allow us to foretaste, and he is bringing us to a point in our existence with him that all is not portioned out – but all will be in it completeness – when we can walk into his intensity and his totality and his complete and complex heart and remain – for the complexities are untravelled and the winding avenues are deeply personal, and the rocky sharp pathways are hard to tread - but with perseverance born out of determination, the ground beneath our feet changes to velvet smooth folds of the Lord’s robe - as we walk on and on and when Christ comes to his complete and perfect formation in us, we can move God’s mountains and fly to the peak of the all of them as they become to us eternal empires of now fulfilled eternal visions of our eternal God of whom we now live in and with for eternity.

We have to let the vision of God, when we receive a private viewing from him, we have to let it move us along his pathway, and we have to feel the rocky edges under our feet as well as the smooth velvet touch of him as our feet now glide over the surface of the way the truth and the life - it is for us to be a part of - feeling and experiencing God’s vision - for it is meant to be experienced – it is to be a part of us as it is a part of Christ, and it is what has allowed life in abundance to spread its eternal wings and take flight and what makes its praises for him go out into the highest and furthest of places – there is a mountain of visions to be climbed and it is God who allows or disallows us to climb with him – he holds us steady and he leads the way and he sets the standard and he brings us to where we are faced with a multitude of choices and questions - for the more we know, and the more we desire to delve into the very personal aspects of our God and into all of what he holds for his life - we can be assured we will come to many crossroads, to many doors, to many areas which have not been accessible to us, unless there is to be another unfolding to us of what we again have to stand strong under, for all of God is much more than we ever envisaged or really expected him to show us – for how deep and wide and high is he –

Even those words which were chosen to be written down do not reveal to us the complexity of how deep or wide or high God is – for when we apply them to God we are thrown into where we have never been before -
And challenged and brought to our peak we will be, if that is what we truly desire and wish for – we say we want the deeper, the wider, the higher - but we want our deepness, our width, and our height to come back to us –
But our deepness, and our width, and our height will only get swallowed up in the depth and width and height of God for such is the massive enormity of which will come back to us when we ask for God to reveal himself to us as he really is, and not as we want him to be.
And if we hunger and thirst to increase in the knowledge of him we have to understand that we know nothing, until there is nothing more to know -
And to have the completeness of Father Son and Holy Spirit in our hearts and in our now bodies of flesh is to come to reside at that place within us, where we are to sit alone with the Holy Spirit so he can tell us – really tell us what is coming when God releases the all of himself to us and into us – and he will ask us ; do we want the glorious simplicity of it, which will indeed soar us to the outer edgers of all which is, and which is to come – or do we really want the complexities which will indeed bring us into a new and separate existence to what we now may envisage - for to walk this road is hard – for it is a hard and character building road which does lead to where many men have never had the wisdom or the courage to go, for it is far out of the way - far removed from all which mankind are now accustomed to, and it is without any veils to cover the pain and the light of the truth - but if we want God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, we have to venture along it -
For there are no short cuts to come to the velvet smooth path with leads directly to God’s eternal dwellings - it is not for everyone – it is not ordained for everyone – for how many can truly accept and with undiminished love, sing out in one breathe – the one breathe the Lord has now allotted to you from his own - to sing out so all the heavens can hear how God is your whole life and in the one breathe he gave you how all of eternity is now contained in it - for so brilliantly and ingenuously did God make us – that when we are truly sons and daughters of the God most high we will use one second, one breathe, one moment, one touch, one word, one embrace to give to release God to all and everyone, and to give God what was and what is and what will be, a never ending love whether it is in manifested form or not - for the power of its existence has now made eternity conform into one second - that is eternity which is out of the realm of time comes into the realm of time for when God is to be eternally praised all is one and one is all for such is the power of God and the power he puts in his sons and daughters that their true holy praises and worship of him can make nothing impossible – for true holy worship in Spirit and in Truth, when it comes out of God’s sons and daughters, has power in it we have never seen and never felt with our human mortal bodies yet –

God knows what the truth of us would be if our hearts were ripped open and that choice was planted in us – could our foundations stand under the weight of it – would the foundations we have placed our house on stand under the weight of making our eternity but a second and the second but our eternity.
For such is the presence of God that our whole existence exalted in one second could and would be to the same measure if we had an eternity to do it – how much do we really love him - what is the makeup of the love we have in us for our God, where is it coming from and how extreme is it – and how far out is it ; a second, a 100 years, a 1000years an eternity it does not matter - for what we have in us – what we feel – the extremes of what we feel and have running through us even as we still stand in our unglorified bodies does not depend on time - for a second can be an eternity and an eternity can be but a second – that is the momentum and the completeness we must have and feel with him - his completeness and ours brought to one moment when there was no difference between us – when life is the all of life and glory was given to it – and time was irrelevant for we were given manifest life and then went back into life itself so we have it all anyway –

The paradox is when we come forward and respond as such, we are given then the more - for to God we have said the more, and already lived the more and so the more and increased honour and praise and worship which extolled out from us has then made these qualities already fixed in eternity – we are then the more to God – the more of God - for we gave from our heart to him without pretense as he gave from his heart to us without falsehood or deception - and we received it as it was and did not change it or remove the power from it -
As he received from us as it was given and added nothing to cover or change what came from us - so how much closer how much more like him can we be – how much more were we to be envisaged in his vision – to bring to completion his vision in our hearts – for he knows and with God it is already done - our returning to him without promises, gifts, rewards, eternity, and extra of the extras to live out in the realm of eternity – where our enjoyment is so extended and made new in all its avenues that we can luxury in the very best of all things forever and ever.
Our walk with God along the pathway of his vision becomes our destined life, and all that was taking place and all which took place all moved forward at God’s command and took its position – it was sinful it was horrific, it was shocking - it was pain and screams and unleased evil which had to ride forth and live out its form of life - it was given so good and evil ran their race together – for it was to be a true and fair race - for even though God chose good, evil had to run its course - for once introduced it had to live until it died to good but not dead in the eyes of God but only put in its place where it belongs so it too may see from whence it came – we all go back to where we came from and so does evil and all who oppose God - for goodness is personified in God and God alone –

The time for men has ended and the time for God has come into its own –
And unless we are fully emersed in life – in God - then the life of God will not be fully emersed in us – and when we decide that where the Father is, that is where we are going to be too - that is when we see the Father at where he is, and when we have seen and walked through his visions with him –
For when the truth does come to us, and if we are courageous enough to look at it, and we if we are wise enough to know what to say to it – we will use the prescribed language and words our Father gave us - and we will allow the Lord to search us out, and when he has, if we ask in the prescribed way and he may allow us to search him out with the same familiarity – that is the relationship which goes beyond all bounds and all expectations and all limits - for if we have this relationship with the Lord we are standing on holy unchartered ground – explosively holy and alive with his holy presence - so alive with him for there is so much life in him – and we have moved into his life as he personally wants it for himself – it is how the Father wants it – it is how Jesus wants it – and how the Holy Spirit wants it – it is the three of them, their lives and their visions and their eternity all seen together – for we have walked into the complexities of God and of life and we have then walked through and into and been apart of the simplicity of God - touched it, smelt it, experienced it, lived it, loved it, spoke it, and now it was a part of us, and so now it will lead us to the untravelled path of the beautiful intricate winding road which is full of celebration –
The power of God to save us and to make us dwellings for his Holy Spirit - and for Jesus to be formed in us – is what is making it possible for us be enduring and remain in full control as we are in the midst and centre of God’s life –
It’s home - it is like nothing we can remember, like nothing we have ever seen before, and it is so totally unlike our life in the world ; but at the same time its home – not a home as we envisage – for now it comes to us in its unmanifested form – it is the origin of life and we have finally made it into the heart of God and been allowed to see life unmanifested – and we say - my God thank you for drawing me to Jesus and making known to me what I never would have known or understood – for what you had in mind for us to really see is so far into your unwritten word that to see it we would have to go all the way with the Holy Spirit – we would have to listen to him and listen well – we would have to follow his instructions to the letter – because it is only God’s Spirit who can bring us into this place, the revealing of which resides on the tip of God’s pen – for God will not speak about this to us – for we go beyond spoken words if we have come to this point - for we are now the ones who are writing on the heart of God for that is where we are – in the heart of he who is life watching and being made witness to the origin of life and what it looks like and where we come from, and we do not move for we are encased in pure light and pure splendour, for we are back to the beginning and now we can go forward with God in a knowing and understanding which will override knowing as we once knew and understanding as we once understood –
For we saw what only God has seen because we listened to Jesus and we followed him by faith and loved him even though we did not see him - and now God eats of his fresh ripe fruit, and when he eats of us, life is exposed in its form which was used to change us and to bring us into existence - for there is a purpose for our existence and if we dare to look God will show us what no eye has seen - and if we dare to ask he will tell us what no ear has heard.

Jesus leads us to the top of his each and every mountain because the Lord raised us up to see from the mountain top - so we would have the same view – so we would have the same vision as God – he raised and lifted us so that we would not settle for less than the peak of the every mountain top of God - so we would not settle for less than life in the full, and so we would have the passion to follow everywhere the Lord leads us – for that is where he is leading us to – for he is eternally trustworthy and faithful to the one who sent him and to his purposes – and Jesus will never lead us anywhere except further into the fullness of the all of life – for he takes us to our starting point and that is to the very source of life itself –

How high the Lord has lifted us and how wide he has extended our hunger and desires, and how long he has endured so we could come to the peak of his every mountain – so we could come to the very peak of his vision – to the very pinnacle of God – and how deep and wide and high are the steps which go up his mountain for each step is made out of the rock of our salvation, and can only be trodden on with feet which are guided by hearts which are exacting to Christ – and each step we take the deeper the wider the higher is the long winding road to the very peak of our God which extends as we travel it making it higher - wider and deeper - for such is the unmanifested origin of all life….

We save the last dance for you Lord - that the dance that you have with each of us is your vision – is a part of your life – is a part of your inheritance – that we too may be what you have indeed been searching for - for you did see each of us in your dreams and in your visions and now we are your reality as you are ours – your vision is ours and our vision is yours – for there is only but one vision and all and everything is contained and made real and made new and alive in the one heart, the one mind and in the one life ; the life that we life through and with Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour - the life we live through and with our eternal love – our first love - Jesus Christ our first love because he loved us first - he was the first to love us and the last to love us and all which came in between was his enduring love which stretched from the alpha to the omega - held in a vision and made real and tangible through his power of perfection – and through his love of the truth - the love God had for his creation is a love God never had before - it was created when we were created for even though God is love it was never applied before to corrupt flesh – to sinners – to rebels - to those whose hearts are evil from birth – a new love strengthened and made unconquerable by his knowing vision – by his walk into the abundance of life - for this is what our God had to put to the test within himself before life in its full passion could unequivocally come truthfully and righteously forward – for it had to be released in a certain way and it was –

Praise God that he allowed nothing to stand in his way!
And nothing to stand in our way of knowing the truth – for no unfolding to us is to go undone, for we have to know the one who was, who is, and who will always be – we deserved nothing but we were given everything when God’s truth and life to us was made manifest – and now our truth and life is to be made wholly completely and perfectly manifested to God and for God.

So dance with the Lord while you can –
Sing to the Lord for as long as you have breathe -
For as flesh and blood God did love us first -
For as flesh and blood he did come and walk amongst us -
And for only a limited time will we be in the form God first created us in – for in a very short while our glorified bodies will replace our current form and our life of faith will have come to an end –
How special is our time with the Lord right now -
How special is every word and every thought and every action - for our bodies and hearts of flesh are what will glorify God, now and exalt Jesus Christ now, as Christ is formed in us and his formation in us will transfigure and change us as we jealously guard the honour of our Father and the honour of his family – the family of God – and as much as we are jealous for the honour of our Father so as much we are changed by what powers through us when our dedication to bring honour to only God is now a part of us and our nature, because we not only profess it with our mouths but we feel it and live it and love it ~ feeling, living and loving as our Father does ~

So save every dance for the Lord and move every mountain for the Lord –
For how wide and how deep and how high is our love for the Lord our God- for our Father and for our brother and for the Holy Spirit of God ~
For it should be so deep and so wide and so high that at the mere mention of his Name we are transported into our eternal existence of peaceful solitude with him, for at the mere mention of his name our life in the full is manifested –

And as God watches and walks through his vision of the all of life we are to be one who has moved to watch his vision with him - and one who walks beside him as he strolls through the life in the full for we to be coated with our likeness our oneness and our sameness with him.

For the Lord does both precede us and follow us, and he is always leading us to bring us home - so as we walk down the pathway leading to the heart of our Father – our Father will see coming towards him sons and daughters and it cannot even be written down in its fullness, what that will do to him; for it is indeed a very personal moment for him - for him alone to savour and enjoy -
For Jesus will lead us into the perfect complexities of the origin of the fullness of the all of God - for that is where we become familiar with all his ways as he is familiar with all our ways – for that is where we now see how really beautiful and magnificent the gate is which leads to the pathway which leads us home to our Father and our brother - and the gateway to God’s family is indeed the first born Son JESUS CHRIST ~

AND WE THANK YOU LORD FOR LETTING US SEE THE FULL UNMATCHED BEAUTY OF THAT GLORIOUS GATE - WHICH LEADS BACK TO OUR FAMILY HOME ~
AMEN