28 February 2004

The Fulfilment of God’s Vision of His Life

God’s vision of life opens its heart to him as he walks through it, the life in it opening to him as it spills out what is his alone – his vision is of life in the full - life in abundance and is constantly being played before him, as is the constancy of all life - for it is a vision of pure life and the Lord loves to watch its complex unfolding - its small entrances and its large gateways and every one of its pathways - for it is every bit of luxury - and every bit of pain - and every bit of fragrance – and holds every bit of renewal and rebirth as it opens itself wide to the giver of all life – for as the heart of life looks into the heart of life all and every manifested form which he gave it graces his presence –

God’s vision cannot be touched or handled or changed or spoken to by anyone else but the one who released it and set it free to abound forth in its entirety of eternal abundance – God alone has an empire of astounding visions, all moving and circulating as they draw to the peak of him – all visions within a vision of life in the full, and for us to see or share in the privacy of them, or for us to say we are at the very peak of them, is to say we are at the peak of our existence – that we have risen to the very top of all God’s mountains – and to say we are at the all of God is to say we have touched on the all of him –
To see life undress and disrobe in the sight of only God without covering to hide its full revelation, is such a vision we have not touched nor felt nor seen nor experienced – for to touch it is to be familiar with it – and to be familiar with it is to know it in all its complexities, seeing it without the covering of its simplicity - of which no man can see through, or into, unless he has been given total and complete permission, and then with only the Holy Spirit guiding the eyes of his heart and his thoughts of his mind and the goal of his actions - for if the goal you have resting in your heart is not God’s goal, then the simplicity of the easiness of reaching out and taking of your salvation will continue to shield what is reigned with deep complexity in the internal realms of full existence with God.

For the avenues which and are leading to the long winding roads of the visions of our God, turn and wind through more and more of God’s voice – for the more he does speak as the road stretches further into the complex realm of life in God, and what he plans to do, and what he does do with life for his own personal us - and it is only the weight of the footsteps of Jesus which can imprint and leave permanent indentations in what is God’s life - for it is formless but also came in form -
Permanent indentations in God’s vision - in God’s life - is when Christ walked the earth - and are the nails which pierced his hands and his feet – and is the powerful truth that Jesus is returning in the flesh – a permanent indentation is when God is free to live his life the way he wants to - with those he wants to ~
The motives of Christ are so pure that they go beyond any measure of weight and heaviness, and when we go beyond heaviness in our weight of truth and motive we have then become the full truth and motive of God and then there is nothing else to compare us with – for Christ cannot be weighed – or compared - for Jesus is solid truth and what he sustains by his word of truth is beyond measure and beyond weight and beyond comparison and beyond simple understanding – for the simplicity of truth has entered into us, and we have gone into the beyond of it, and by our internal responses we will be able to enter into the complexities of the outer bounds of true Godly living – if we follow the Lord down every winding road, for when we follow him he takes us up his mountains and down them and around them – but we see only him - for he alone is our mountain our valley our hiding place - and the deeper and the more of his richness we can partake of and eat of and thirst for will enable us to endure down the winding road with him, for it does take enduring courage - for what God looks at and admires and feasts on is life in its fullness - as seen by him in and through his empire of visions – and for us to follow him, and to look, and to breathe it in and assimilate it with ourselves, is an impossible task if we have not made the Lord himself the fullness of our life – but we can do it – Christ in us makes it possible for us to do it when we allow God to move powerfully within us - and I am not talking about powerfully in us for external miracles – but powerfully in us for internal miracles – the miracle of God in us – the miracle of the formation of Christ in us – the miracle of the Holy Spirit dwelling in us as we become the complete and holy temple of our God - the miracle of life in us - the miracle of God’s life in us.

The complexities of the all of God as held in Christ Jesus are the complexities of life – life abundant - life eternal - the life of Christ – the life of the Father – the life of the Holy Spirit - the life of the new creation – the life of the fourth person - complex because they involve the love of God and his love of life, and his love of living life - for God’s love of living life has yet to come to its peak in him - and as we listen and follow his simple command to us we are lead into the marvellous sweet complexities of him; for all are one and in one is all of them, but to see the complete and perfect unification of the merging of the three, is to see the complexities of all life in its simplified form - while at the same time the complex is unfolding as it moves through all the simplicities accentuating certain truths and drawing back from others.

The flesh of the chest of Christ is open to us to see the heart that holds and weighs the hearts of those who have received created life from life – life brings about its own – but its own does not recognise from where they come;
For we came from the heart of truth - and go back to the heart of truth according to the truth that is in our heart.
Rip open the chest of Christ Jesus with your newly given cloak of humility which was born and given to us out of the sacrifice of the lamb of God - and look and see the cross beam and the vertical beam which resides inside of life which became flesh and blood – for even his earth life was formed inside of his vision – held and felt and lived - for salvation is never ending and the cross is never buried – for if it was, it could not be contained in soil which even longs to lift and exalt Christ, and the cross is a part of him and a part of us – for the life he received out of his death - is so unbelievable – the ecstasy of life which has risen is stronger than life which has not been put to death – for Jesus Christ arose in power and his power if possible was multiplied ; can you imagine the power of God multiplied and exemplified – glory to God for such was his vision, such was his plan and such is his love of life that he did what was required to release it in its extremes; and he wanted all to join him – for all was given life so they could join him in the extremes of it -
He envisaged the path and the path he walked, and heard not only the jeers but saw the cross as he walked past and saw the blood as it flowed and saw the tomb which could not contain life and the source of it - he could hear the scriptures he knew so well – and the persecution and the lies and felt the sharp brush of the air as it whipped past him as the lashes were being brandished against his skin – as the battle for the way, the truth, and the life continued to reign victorious, although in appearance it looked defeated and unable to stand, but life knew it was victorious and nothing could stand against it -

The Lord felt rush past him life which had to be lived, so life in abundance could come and be freely given to all - for life is set free when it is lived in truth and in all its aspects, and life in the form of flesh and blood had to be lived – and continued to be lived until the truth of it put under the Lord’s feet - the lie which tried to contaminate it – the lie had to be exposed and put to death, for the lie could not and would not see life in abundance - for the truth of life can only multiply unto itself and will not allow the multiplication of the lie to take any place in eternity – but it must run to the very edge of its platform, to the very end of who it thinks it is - and then the truth will consume it, for it will have no where to run and hide anymore - but it was in God’s vision of the truth of life, and he walked on and looked and enjoyed and flooded himself with the beauty of life and what it would and could exude after the price had been paid – after the flesh had been put to death and after the blood had been spilled – and after the purification had been made - and he walked on in his vision and he smelled and enjoyed what was by the wayside ; for all was included in the battle for the life of truth ; so not only did the battle take his eye, but he was seeing life, in its detail, in its glory, in its fully released and magnified state –
There was much which had to be done and endured and accomplished, but what he was seeing was to him what was already done –

It was the rocky pathway to glory – rocky but so velvety smooth and without stumbling blocks for all was held apart from the outcome, as the Lord walked in the victory, and smelt and basked in all the beauty of life – and what it stands for, and how life fights for its own - and what was achieved through living it ; through living every part of it – for as we live it, it unfolds and empties out of its close embrace God’s ways of building our character - for unless life is lived and loved and respected and fought for, we will never see the simplicities held in Christ and what they can deliver to us – nor feel the superb complexities of God as his insight into all of life comes streaming into perspective as receptive understanding hearts which have lived and loved life, and clear responsive minds which have respected and fought for it, can now can see the simplicity in the complexities and all the complexities in the simplicities ; for that is how they are unravelled – one starts to unfold and then it moves us into the other and the other untwines to reveal the source of the first ; but first comes the simplicity of our salvation – not simple and without deep thought and not without much sacrifice and pain from our Lord, but given to us in its simplified glorious version so there was to be no misunderstanding that we were saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ our Lord who is the only begotten Son of God – and once we repent and accept Christ, and ask him to come into our hearts to reign supreme – then from this simply given understanding of our salvation and our new lives, we are to be then lead into the complexities of God’s life – for we are given life so we can join God in his life - and the Holy Spirit leads us, but it is just that we do not follow - we hold to the simple and easy – but for us it then becomes simply too easy to forget about God – for we can abuse the simplified version and downgrade it and pull it apart until we make it a maze of complicated rubbish in which the command of God the Father has already been left out of, and in which the Name of Jesus has been put somewhere in the background as we endeavour to rationalise and change that which has been perfectly presented to us -
Presented to us word for word perfect - for each word holds in it the complex understanding God has of it - and it was in God’s unique way in which it was presented to us so we may understand what we could not understand – and so we could know what we could never know - the power of God to save is so unique and so deep that it is simple but complex at the same time – for his plan is so unusual, such a one off - so completely perfect as it moves gracefully and with authority and with absolute undeniable purpose within God’s vision -
For he is life, and life is to be lived - and God admires it and watches it brilliantly unfold millisecond by millisecond – for the movement of God’s plan gives refraction to the light and it glistens and is so lustrous that it is indeed a spectacle God loves to watch – a superb and unique unfolding which no eye has seen and no ear has heard in this form of which is inside of God’s life - inside of God’s vision – not inside the vision given to us - but this is inside of God’s vision of life – not what we want but what he wants -
Unique to only him until he sees in us what he is seeing in his vision of his life - until he sees in us a familiarity - and then calls us forth to touch it in its raw form before it takes on its coverings against the world, so God’s private viewing is not exposed to all and everyone – but in this form in God’s vision is where we can see it as it is in his heart – the unapproachable light of God enhances its angles and its dimensions and all is seen clearly, for it is full of clarity and understanding and knowledge - for if seen as it is in God’s vision we will be seeing it from the heart of God, and that is so exciting for even as it plays out in its form on earth, knowing what it looks like in its state of uncovered truth heightens the experience of it for us ; and we will never lose our footing or our focus on our Lord for it will then be set in us permanently –
It is a permanent indentation in our souls as we walk with our Lord beside it - in it - living it - loving it - and respecting it - for such is our zeal in honouring the Father who is the giver of all life, and who is the one who reached down so far into his heart and gave of the all of it so we may experience and live life in the full.

For living every part of life takes us through all of life’s doors when we are walking with the Lord, and if we dare to walk through each and every door we will be brought to the very depths of ourselves just as the Father was and is – and just as Jesus was and is - for each and every part of us will be challenged and searched out if we have made God alone our only vision -
For one way or another life has to be lived – life is to be held on to and fought for – not so it does not get lost but so we do not lose it – or let it go on without us –
For as the Lord continues to move through and with his vision he can smell life for nothing can hold it down or mingle with the fragrance of it, for it was of its own, and until its own knew it, then its own could not join it or have any familiarity with it – the only time we have any familiarity with life in the full is if we have been so willingly and without pretension been so transformed by God that we have touched life, lived it, experienced it in all its private details the same way the Lord has – until then we have no familiarity with it – and no familiarity with the suffering held in it - but what we have in common with it is that God is our life’s breathe and he is the source of our creation and all things belong to him –

As the Lord moves past us on his way, our sense of life and our now embracing of it and what it really holds and what living it really does, is felt by us as a rush of air that moves past our flesh to signal his movement - just as the Lord felt a rush of air against himself as persecution swept by and bone encrusted whips lashed at his back – our God lived our existence in this world for us – for when he came he lifted and carried us upon his shoulders, and it was he who lived the word meant for us – he who walked the pathway meant for us – he who received the punishment meant for us –
And it was our Lord who freely gave to us what we did not deserve, but what God had set apart and meant for us to have.
And his word will return to him complete in us - and his hope of Glory will be made whole and manifest - the Holy Spirit will see to that –
The Holy Spirit will bring Jesus into our hearts, and our flesh will be changed and made alive with his holy presence – and his holy presence will be what sends this world into uproar and increased chaos - for his presence in one or ones who are walking this earth in his full stature will be what will tear the world apart - and it is what will destroy what has is to be destroyed, and what will do what has to be done - for it is the holy presence of God on this earth in our bodies of flesh and blood which will bring Jesus back with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God – and the time will have come for his reign on earth to begin - for our Father has walking through his vision, one or ones who are the full stature of his Jesus Christ - and he watched as they listened to his Son, and as they walked with his Son, and he watched as they merged with his Son and as they grew and grew in stature and height and width and depth - until he would see Jesus in mortal bodies of flesh which were still awaiting for their new glorified bodies; but ones who lived and loved the life of truth in the same way God did - for this is the only way Jesus can be fully formed in us – for Jesus does not change – but we have to change -
For Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever and his word is our yesterday, his word is our today and his word is our forever - and its completeness in us is balanced off by the wholeness of the way we reach out to life, and love it and live it as it comes to us - for it is God coming to us full of the pain life has incurred on him - and full of the life which has yet to be lived by him.
We can live God’s vision with him; or be one of whom our God watches in his vision but one who never come out of it and meet with the reality of Christ in us and who never meets with the reality of the life of God - for we can go on never seeing him and wandering around in what we think is a mist ; but which is God’s unheard voice to us, until the end does come – but when we come to the end of God’s vision and we have yet to have seen and felt and fellowshipped with him, then the end is the same as our beginning before we knew him – and so life to us – is seen as a meaningless journey full of regrets and hardships and greed and disappointments – for when we take God out of our journey we have journeyed to nowhere, and have seen no one, and have learned nothing, and even though we have the light of Christ shining on us we hold tight to the shadows bringing them down over our hearts and ears and minds and eyes making God’s incredible existence untouched by us – unacknowledged by us – unlived by us - and most sadly unloved by us -

For in the valley overshadowed by death where slaughter is imminent – there are the mighty visions of God and dreams of the unseen – separate and without dimension for God in all of his glorified state of existence has now taken his seat in the valley of where ground appears as a carpet of green velvet in God’s vision - but it rolls up and its form disappears from sight – the Lord centres his vision on what is coming into appearance – what is coming into his sight for it only appears when it comes before him for it cannot come into any form until in his presence for only then does it have permission to be seen – Jesus rests at the side, as the Father and the Holy Spirit take in the masses as they come forth – all as one but Jesus our Lord is resting at the side – the Father takes control and the Holy Spirit does not let one lose the way to the path to the Father – for the passionate commitment of the Lord Almighty will guarantee this.
The Father calls – speaks – his voice effects and brings a quiet submissiveness as all come forth in oceans of moderation, not in praise but in mediocrity –
The vision of the time to come, but has come - the Father reminds the writer that the end of the vision of what God has planned is now going to come to its completion, for after the vision and completion of his first hopes and his first dreams – no more hoping, no more desiring, for all has been established and the only thing left and the only thing that the Father holds with him now is what is - for all that is to be real is real, and all that is to remain remains, and all that is to be swept clean is swept clean – and all that is a lie has succumbed to all that is the truth.

To the glory and honour and praise of our Lord Jesus Christ -
For it is a time of reflection and to now meet with what God has placed in our hearts to confront in the privacy of aloneness with him -
For if our life was to be one second and there was no eternity for us and there were no plans for second chances and no New Jerusalem for us - would the purity of uncontainable adulation for our God still come out of our hearts and pour from our mouths – would the praise and honour and glory and thanks and exaltation increase, until it indeed took the Father’s breathe away in sheer unexpected delight - or would we remain in silence until God takes his breathe away from us and draws it back into himself – For it is his breathe we are using, it is his life we are living out of – and it is to be extreme and constant praise that goes beyond all hearts - as it extends and volumes out into where the heart was formed and where it took its first breath - for this is his vision, a vision which has not peaked yet – extreme to us, but to God it is exemplary – it is worthy of imitation and serves as a perfect pattern for us – due honour and respect, and holy worship is ordained and rightful praise from us even when we have no eternity, when we have no promises or gifts – for his gift to us is indeed his breathe to us, and our being given knowing of his existence, and to have felt his presence –
When we know what we have received and we know that all God’s promises are yes and amen in Christ, that in the centre of our first born hearts is and always was a part of God’s nature and character which life in its raw and ecstatic state, could bring out in us joy and an eternal unchained exuberance and desire, that if God chose for us to remain with only one breathe left we would indeed go into full voice of praise and honour to God which would indeed change his eternity – adding to it even if we ourselves are not going to share in it with him –

For there is glorious foundation of truth which may or may not have come and made its dwelling in us – a truth of which its foundation we may not have made welcome or could not give our acceptance to - a foundation of faithful love and trust which would still see us praise our God even if he made us no promises – if he made us no visitation – if he did not share his eternity with us - if the raising of his arm to salvage us was so we could praise him for but a second - that his majesty and his presence, if revealed and made known and seen by us for but the twinkling of an eye – that if he gave us one breathe of life so we could experience him – that it would be used to glorify and sing and dance with him - in truth and honesty would our acknowledgement of his glorious presence and the love of which gave us life for but one second, go out from us into all of eternity - for that second is indeed our eternity – knowing and experiencing God is our eternity – can our hearts honestly subscribe to that – have we allowed the Holy Spirit to dig so deep into us so as to plant this part of God’s nature and character in us ; locked away in rich abiding soil and held safe by his holy consuming passionate hands - for it is a part of God’s holy vision, and not for us to touch or see until or unless our confession of it sings out eternally true - for false confession of it will see our eternity wither and lose its life and shape and heart - if God took all away from us and only left us with one breathe, one heartbeat, all held in his glorious presence would that be enough for us – can we see yet that we can sustain so much life in such a concentrated form if our love which extends and reaches out to God is coming from God’s nature and character - it is then that we indeed can be fully satisfied and fulfilled in a split second and in that split second all of God’s vision would be displayed before us – and before him - all of life would be lived and all of God’s presence to us would engulf and draw us back into him - for we are too much like him – too familiar with him - and the all of him would be the all of us as our whole being goes into glorious praise, for the Lord would have highly honoured us with allowing us to know him by becoming familiar with his ways –
For he always exemplifies himself – illustrating to us by example - and has lived it completely – the time Jesus spent on this earth was to the Father but a second and in that second Jesus lived an eternity – for he was the fullness of the stature of the trinity – the full and complete representation of God Almighty for us to then copy.
And just as surely as Jesus was the sacrificial lamb of God – so too our hearts which are designed by God, are hearts which can surely stretch into areas of which the Holy Spirit knows every hiding place – stretching into every unseen valley and field and mysterious place where God has his empire of visions – the peak of which is so highly placed - for it is indeed an empire in itself and only God alone has walked through it – for it is visions within a vision and so highly exalted by the heart of God, that to find it is to find your way back to what has no beginning and no end - but to those who are specialists in their tireless quest for sameness with Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit – they will be moved onto the next plane of which only God alone resides – God alone in his sameness holds his vision of surging life and the ones who have been lesser may be permitted to walk, run, stroll, fly or pass through it in accordance with the level of indwelling in us by the Holy Spirit – for the Holy Spirit is the Spirit and the power of the vision – the Holy Spirit is the Spirit and the power of our life – and the Holy Spirit is the Spirit and the power of God’s life…

Holy eternal praise and honour voicing itself out of a heart filled to overflowing with unconditional and tireless faithful love is what the Lord deserves from everything he gave life to – but life is not enough for us – we think we deserve more – that we are entitled to more - that we are entitled to more than God - that God is not enough for us – that is what our God bears the weight of constantly in his heart - that he is not enough for us - it is not that we want more of him – but it is we want more than him -
We deserve and are entitled to nothing from him ; and it is only that God wants to give to us the fullness of the life of the all of him - that he wants to give to us quality of life is the only reason why we have been lead by his Holy Spirit into all the places he has so cautiously kept us from until his work in progress in us, did reveal the masterpiece in which he has been working ; do we think that if we were not God’s masterpiece that we would be able to see all his other masterpieces which he has in his solitude – we would not appreciate them – or see the beauty which is beyond them – for we would indeed be looking at the eternity of life in the full in each and every one of them - God brings them out to us and when he reaches for them he is reaching into his own chest and exposing and opening his heart and his internal visions, so as to reveal and release what he wishes to be known and seen by us, for the sole purpose of us being grown to the full stature of Jesus Christ - so as we come into areas which are of this spiritual nature and of this complex form, what we see will transfigure us – for there is nothing in the world which has the power to redesign and change us as God does in these moments in solitude within in –
He created us and he will recreate and change us to his perfect specifications as we draw nearer to him and if we refuse to stop when we get to unopened doors – For he has his hand on the handle waiting to hear the prescribed way of asking, for he has made it such - for it is not the many words or the religious sounding words or the thought up words that we are to offer up to him - it is his words given to us to use which will open all avenues to us, if the words when said have come from hearts which have felt and lived and loved God and his life with a wild abandon – hearts holy and set apart for him – living in the world but at the same time untamed by the world - and with an incredible feeling of belonging to God and knowing that we belong back with him ;
Seeing our life – his life – and the joining of the two as so natural, and the only thing to keep us on this earth is that this is God’s unique and perfect plan, and we honour him as we fulfil it – as we live our life he gave us - we honour him when we uphold his word as the truth of us and the truth of God – we honour him when we say yes and do it – when we worship him and mean it – when we follow him and just love it - and when we see God the Father – when we really see him as our Father and treat him as our Father and respect him as the Father of all creation - and at the same time so personally relate to him in a family way – in a such a way that there is no one or nothing which can make division between us, for his powerful uninterrupted love is now ours – and his zeal and jealousy for us – is now what we feel for him - and we now know all of what he is hanging on to so tightly - so much so, that we place our hands over his enclosed fist and hang on with him with the same zealousness and the same jealousness -

That is family and family strength – nothing can resist the power of love which is for family, and which is between family, when the family is of God -
For only he brings into existence true family values and honour and respect and trust and love – only God will have a perfect compatible family, for that is what he has purposed for his life and that is what he is drawing us to -
For he begins when he draws us to Jesus his Son, and our brother - who is indeed worthy of imitation and given to us as a model to illustrate to us in a body of flesh and blood, so we could relate to him and understand him as he spoke to us the words the Father gave him - words which would form in ones who listened to hear – words which would permit the formation in us of Jesus Christ who holds all the fullness of the origin life within him –

His word alone would begin the formation in our flesh and blood of sons and daughters who would then discard there outer covering and be clothed in new glorified bodies – but to be formed in us while on earth if we are ever to come into our family home and live in eternity with our Father and be privileged to go with him wherever he goes – we cannot be changed and made into sons and daughters if we do not accept our Father and the word he sent to us – for if we do not, we cannot be changed and we will not come close enough to even hear in the distance his love song to us which he constantly serenades us with –

A love song which makes our temporary separation from him a little bit more bearable for him - for when he listens intently with his ear pressed closed to the hearts of those who yearn and pine for him, he can hear our love song back to him dancing in the heavens of his heart, as it is multiplied and added to, as our devotion and love is returned to him.

The Lord is showing us to the tops of all his mountains and asking us how do you feel about me – guiding us through likeness, oneness and sameness, the extra of him - the more of him and saying - now you know all of this what would you do if I took it all away – how would you feel about me – would your feelings and hunger and yearning and pining change - would it instantly stop as fast as the more was stopped - for how do we know what is in the all of his unwritten word – we assume nothing for either we want God for God or we want God for our own use - and if he took away everything that he has offered in our eternal lives in eternity would we still love him - for he would not have changed, but our expectations of him would have ~

When he shows us his private visions he is letting us witness within our own flesh and own hearts what he feels and wants from life – and what life wants from him - each avenue is strikingly confronting as we examine our own hearts as the Holy Spirit stand to the side so we can see what God sees in us – every bypass we wind down we see more of God and less of us – and every dream of his we are allowed to explore and all which has been given place inside his vision we are given access to - not to see what we should not see or hear what we should not hear, but so we strip ourselves down - for the all of us will melt before him as all his infinite details come into view – melt and dissolve will all of the plans we had for ourselves and which were born out of our narrow and blinded understanding of God and his totality - we are permitted to explore him and venture our footsteps into unknown territory because God reigns supreme and is higher than the highest mountain that he will now allow us to climb, and he is wiser than all the wisdom he will allow us to foretaste, and he is bringing us to a point in our existence with him that all is not portioned out – but all will be in it completeness – when we can walk into his intensity and his totality and his complete and complex heart and remain – for the complexities are untravelled and the winding avenues are deeply personal, and the rocky sharp pathways are hard to tread - but with perseverance born out of determination, the ground beneath our feet changes to velvet smooth folds of the Lord’s robe - as we walk on and on and when Christ comes to his complete and perfect formation in us, we can move God’s mountains and fly to the peak of the all of them as they become to us eternal empires of now fulfilled eternal visions of our eternal God of whom we now live in and with for eternity.

We have to let the vision of God, when we receive a private viewing from him, we have to let it move us along his pathway, and we have to feel the rocky edges under our feet as well as the smooth velvet touch of him as our feet now glide over the surface of the way the truth and the life - it is for us to be a part of - feeling and experiencing God’s vision - for it is meant to be experienced – it is to be a part of us as it is a part of Christ, and it is what has allowed life in abundance to spread its eternal wings and take flight and what makes its praises for him go out into the highest and furthest of places – there is a mountain of visions to be climbed and it is God who allows or disallows us to climb with him – he holds us steady and he leads the way and he sets the standard and he brings us to where we are faced with a multitude of choices and questions - for the more we know, and the more we desire to delve into the very personal aspects of our God and into all of what he holds for his life - we can be assured we will come to many crossroads, to many doors, to many areas which have not been accessible to us, unless there is to be another unfolding to us of what we again have to stand strong under, for all of God is much more than we ever envisaged or really expected him to show us – for how deep and wide and high is he –

Even those words which were chosen to be written down do not reveal to us the complexity of how deep or wide or high God is – for when we apply them to God we are thrown into where we have never been before -
And challenged and brought to our peak we will be, if that is what we truly desire and wish for – we say we want the deeper, the wider, the higher - but we want our deepness, our width, and our height to come back to us –
But our deepness, and our width, and our height will only get swallowed up in the depth and width and height of God for such is the massive enormity of which will come back to us when we ask for God to reveal himself to us as he really is, and not as we want him to be.
And if we hunger and thirst to increase in the knowledge of him we have to understand that we know nothing, until there is nothing more to know -
And to have the completeness of Father Son and Holy Spirit in our hearts and in our now bodies of flesh is to come to reside at that place within us, where we are to sit alone with the Holy Spirit so he can tell us – really tell us what is coming when God releases the all of himself to us and into us – and he will ask us ; do we want the glorious simplicity of it, which will indeed soar us to the outer edgers of all which is, and which is to come – or do we really want the complexities which will indeed bring us into a new and separate existence to what we now may envisage - for to walk this road is hard – for it is a hard and character building road which does lead to where many men have never had the wisdom or the courage to go, for it is far out of the way - far removed from all which mankind are now accustomed to, and it is without any veils to cover the pain and the light of the truth - but if we want God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, we have to venture along it -
For there are no short cuts to come to the velvet smooth path with leads directly to God’s eternal dwellings - it is not for everyone – it is not ordained for everyone – for how many can truly accept and with undiminished love, sing out in one breathe – the one breathe the Lord has now allotted to you from his own - to sing out so all the heavens can hear how God is your whole life and in the one breathe he gave you how all of eternity is now contained in it - for so brilliantly and ingenuously did God make us – that when we are truly sons and daughters of the God most high we will use one second, one breathe, one moment, one touch, one word, one embrace to give to release God to all and everyone, and to give God what was and what is and what will be, a never ending love whether it is in manifested form or not - for the power of its existence has now made eternity conform into one second - that is eternity which is out of the realm of time comes into the realm of time for when God is to be eternally praised all is one and one is all for such is the power of God and the power he puts in his sons and daughters that their true holy praises and worship of him can make nothing impossible – for true holy worship in Spirit and in Truth, when it comes out of God’s sons and daughters, has power in it we have never seen and never felt with our human mortal bodies yet –

God knows what the truth of us would be if our hearts were ripped open and that choice was planted in us – could our foundations stand under the weight of it – would the foundations we have placed our house on stand under the weight of making our eternity but a second and the second but our eternity.
For such is the presence of God that our whole existence exalted in one second could and would be to the same measure if we had an eternity to do it – how much do we really love him - what is the makeup of the love we have in us for our God, where is it coming from and how extreme is it – and how far out is it ; a second, a 100 years, a 1000years an eternity it does not matter - for what we have in us – what we feel – the extremes of what we feel and have running through us even as we still stand in our unglorified bodies does not depend on time - for a second can be an eternity and an eternity can be but a second – that is the momentum and the completeness we must have and feel with him - his completeness and ours brought to one moment when there was no difference between us – when life is the all of life and glory was given to it – and time was irrelevant for we were given manifest life and then went back into life itself so we have it all anyway –

The paradox is when we come forward and respond as such, we are given then the more - for to God we have said the more, and already lived the more and so the more and increased honour and praise and worship which extolled out from us has then made these qualities already fixed in eternity – we are then the more to God – the more of God - for we gave from our heart to him without pretense as he gave from his heart to us without falsehood or deception - and we received it as it was and did not change it or remove the power from it -
As he received from us as it was given and added nothing to cover or change what came from us - so how much closer how much more like him can we be – how much more were we to be envisaged in his vision – to bring to completion his vision in our hearts – for he knows and with God it is already done - our returning to him without promises, gifts, rewards, eternity, and extra of the extras to live out in the realm of eternity – where our enjoyment is so extended and made new in all its avenues that we can luxury in the very best of all things forever and ever.
Our walk with God along the pathway of his vision becomes our destined life, and all that was taking place and all which took place all moved forward at God’s command and took its position – it was sinful it was horrific, it was shocking - it was pain and screams and unleased evil which had to ride forth and live out its form of life - it was given so good and evil ran their race together – for it was to be a true and fair race - for even though God chose good, evil had to run its course - for once introduced it had to live until it died to good but not dead in the eyes of God but only put in its place where it belongs so it too may see from whence it came – we all go back to where we came from and so does evil and all who oppose God - for goodness is personified in God and God alone –

The time for men has ended and the time for God has come into its own –
And unless we are fully emersed in life – in God - then the life of God will not be fully emersed in us – and when we decide that where the Father is, that is where we are going to be too - that is when we see the Father at where he is, and when we have seen and walked through his visions with him –
For when the truth does come to us, and if we are courageous enough to look at it, and we if we are wise enough to know what to say to it – we will use the prescribed language and words our Father gave us - and we will allow the Lord to search us out, and when he has, if we ask in the prescribed way and he may allow us to search him out with the same familiarity – that is the relationship which goes beyond all bounds and all expectations and all limits - for if we have this relationship with the Lord we are standing on holy unchartered ground – explosively holy and alive with his holy presence - so alive with him for there is so much life in him – and we have moved into his life as he personally wants it for himself – it is how the Father wants it – it is how Jesus wants it – and how the Holy Spirit wants it – it is the three of them, their lives and their visions and their eternity all seen together – for we have walked into the complexities of God and of life and we have then walked through and into and been apart of the simplicity of God - touched it, smelt it, experienced it, lived it, loved it, spoke it, and now it was a part of us, and so now it will lead us to the untravelled path of the beautiful intricate winding road which is full of celebration –
The power of God to save us and to make us dwellings for his Holy Spirit - and for Jesus to be formed in us – is what is making it possible for us be enduring and remain in full control as we are in the midst and centre of God’s life –
It’s home - it is like nothing we can remember, like nothing we have ever seen before, and it is so totally unlike our life in the world ; but at the same time its home – not a home as we envisage – for now it comes to us in its unmanifested form – it is the origin of life and we have finally made it into the heart of God and been allowed to see life unmanifested – and we say - my God thank you for drawing me to Jesus and making known to me what I never would have known or understood – for what you had in mind for us to really see is so far into your unwritten word that to see it we would have to go all the way with the Holy Spirit – we would have to listen to him and listen well – we would have to follow his instructions to the letter – because it is only God’s Spirit who can bring us into this place, the revealing of which resides on the tip of God’s pen – for God will not speak about this to us – for we go beyond spoken words if we have come to this point - for we are now the ones who are writing on the heart of God for that is where we are – in the heart of he who is life watching and being made witness to the origin of life and what it looks like and where we come from, and we do not move for we are encased in pure light and pure splendour, for we are back to the beginning and now we can go forward with God in a knowing and understanding which will override knowing as we once knew and understanding as we once understood –
For we saw what only God has seen because we listened to Jesus and we followed him by faith and loved him even though we did not see him - and now God eats of his fresh ripe fruit, and when he eats of us, life is exposed in its form which was used to change us and to bring us into existence - for there is a purpose for our existence and if we dare to look God will show us what no eye has seen - and if we dare to ask he will tell us what no ear has heard.

Jesus leads us to the top of his each and every mountain because the Lord raised us up to see from the mountain top - so we would have the same view – so we would have the same vision as God – he raised and lifted us so that we would not settle for less than the peak of the every mountain top of God - so we would not settle for less than life in the full, and so we would have the passion to follow everywhere the Lord leads us – for that is where he is leading us to – for he is eternally trustworthy and faithful to the one who sent him and to his purposes – and Jesus will never lead us anywhere except further into the fullness of the all of life – for he takes us to our starting point and that is to the very source of life itself –

How high the Lord has lifted us and how wide he has extended our hunger and desires, and how long he has endured so we could come to the peak of his every mountain – so we could come to the very peak of his vision – to the very pinnacle of God – and how deep and wide and high are the steps which go up his mountain for each step is made out of the rock of our salvation, and can only be trodden on with feet which are guided by hearts which are exacting to Christ – and each step we take the deeper the wider the higher is the long winding road to the very peak of our God which extends as we travel it making it higher - wider and deeper - for such is the unmanifested origin of all life….

We save the last dance for you Lord - that the dance that you have with each of us is your vision – is a part of your life – is a part of your inheritance – that we too may be what you have indeed been searching for - for you did see each of us in your dreams and in your visions and now we are your reality as you are ours – your vision is ours and our vision is yours – for there is only but one vision and all and everything is contained and made real and made new and alive in the one heart, the one mind and in the one life ; the life that we life through and with Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour - the life we live through and with our eternal love – our first love - Jesus Christ our first love because he loved us first - he was the first to love us and the last to love us and all which came in between was his enduring love which stretched from the alpha to the omega - held in a vision and made real and tangible through his power of perfection – and through his love of the truth - the love God had for his creation is a love God never had before - it was created when we were created for even though God is love it was never applied before to corrupt flesh – to sinners – to rebels - to those whose hearts are evil from birth – a new love strengthened and made unconquerable by his knowing vision – by his walk into the abundance of life - for this is what our God had to put to the test within himself before life in its full passion could unequivocally come truthfully and righteously forward – for it had to be released in a certain way and it was –

Praise God that he allowed nothing to stand in his way!
And nothing to stand in our way of knowing the truth – for no unfolding to us is to go undone, for we have to know the one who was, who is, and who will always be – we deserved nothing but we were given everything when God’s truth and life to us was made manifest – and now our truth and life is to be made wholly completely and perfectly manifested to God and for God.

So dance with the Lord while you can –
Sing to the Lord for as long as you have breathe -
For as flesh and blood God did love us first -
For as flesh and blood he did come and walk amongst us -
And for only a limited time will we be in the form God first created us in – for in a very short while our glorified bodies will replace our current form and our life of faith will have come to an end –
How special is our time with the Lord right now -
How special is every word and every thought and every action - for our bodies and hearts of flesh are what will glorify God, now and exalt Jesus Christ now, as Christ is formed in us and his formation in us will transfigure and change us as we jealously guard the honour of our Father and the honour of his family – the family of God – and as much as we are jealous for the honour of our Father so as much we are changed by what powers through us when our dedication to bring honour to only God is now a part of us and our nature, because we not only profess it with our mouths but we feel it and live it and love it ~ feeling, living and loving as our Father does ~

So save every dance for the Lord and move every mountain for the Lord –
For how wide and how deep and how high is our love for the Lord our God- for our Father and for our brother and for the Holy Spirit of God ~
For it should be so deep and so wide and so high that at the mere mention of his Name we are transported into our eternal existence of peaceful solitude with him, for at the mere mention of his name our life in the full is manifested –

And as God watches and walks through his vision of the all of life we are to be one who has moved to watch his vision with him - and one who walks beside him as he strolls through the life in the full for we to be coated with our likeness our oneness and our sameness with him.

For the Lord does both precede us and follow us, and he is always leading us to bring us home - so as we walk down the pathway leading to the heart of our Father – our Father will see coming towards him sons and daughters and it cannot even be written down in its fullness, what that will do to him; for it is indeed a very personal moment for him - for him alone to savour and enjoy -
For Jesus will lead us into the perfect complexities of the origin of the fullness of the all of God - for that is where we become familiar with all his ways as he is familiar with all our ways – for that is where we now see how really beautiful and magnificent the gate is which leads to the pathway which leads us home to our Father and our brother - and the gateway to God’s family is indeed the first born Son JESUS CHRIST ~

AND WE THANK YOU LORD FOR LETTING US SEE THE FULL UNMATCHED BEAUTY OF THAT GLORIOUS GATE - WHICH LEADS BACK TO OUR FAMILY HOME ~
AMEN

21 February 2004

The Pinnacle of Our Eternal Existence

It was the perfect answer, from a perfect Son which brings into existence a perfect wedding banquet, leading to a perfect marriage for a perfect God - Such is the eternity God has planned for himself - and he will have ones to share it with – for the Holy Spirit has found what is required as he searches all hearts and brings what is resting unrecognised and hidden under a blanket of flesh back into its eternal domain, for such is the complete and finished work he does while on this earth – for he will move all and everything to find in us what belongs to, and what will go back to the eternal and only true God – for even as we all belong to him, there is to be a hidden extra which can be still found in us, which in itself when resurrected and handled and touched again by Christ, is what brings New Jerusalem, the bride of Christ, into its final preparation -

Every word, and every action of God negates and brings to nothing all which rebelling men have uttered and done – cancelled and brought to nothing by his power of perfection and his power to unify – our salvation - our call to repentance and to belief in Jesus Christ so as we may be saved and have eternal life, is indeed the workings of the power of God to save – but has nothing to do with God negating and bringing to nothing all the errors of our ways which interfere and get in the way of his righteous plans and his precise way of doing all things, for he leaves no openings for almost completed or half done works, for all things about him are in their whole and finished state.

The Lord can negate and bring to nothing and cancel out by himself – but it is our willing repentance and the changing of our ways, our words, our actions which allows us to share in God’s eternity - an eternity which will go ahead with or without us - but our reconciliation back to God adds even more to its completeness and so enriches the depth of it for him, opening up gates which range out and into the eternal expanses which will see the out flowing of the flood waters of an unmatched and never lived before existence, for so great is the movement through all eternity at the unification of an all knowing, all powerful, all present transcendent immortal God, with created beings which have so been elevated in all of their stature through the giving of Christ Jesus, that they are able to live in conscious unified existence with a supreme and sovereign God – it opens up so many areas of the massive extremes in which eternity embraces; for the power of it divides and brings down even in eternity all which was held and closed together in its already completed state - for this union shatters and rip apart and tears in two all which once was - for even eternity will never be the same again – nothing goes on as it is, or was, when this unification draws into itself also the possibility and the reality of oneness which moves through areas of varied depth and intensity giving then way to sameness –
Eternity the dwelling of our eternal God has been made anew, for even though it has no bounds, its form of existence has just been glorified and changed, for now it is God and men dwelling together - and all eternity can see what this can lead to and it stands in awe, beholding in such great amazement, that it too could be torn in two and be lain open, as the unheralded wilderness of never before expanses now appear - for God is now releasing and moving through areas of himself which carry in them our true eternal existence - the full unheard and unseen truths of our creation and our purpose, and the divine unprecedented farthest escapes of the extremities of all life - the extremities of God who is all life itself, and he will hold nothing back ; and it will be so released and given full honour of place ; glorified and magnified for it is time for God to take up his full eternal life as he so desires - all will be disrobed ; for even if there is no one who wants to look that far into the heavens with him, it will still be with glorious and grand statue fully unveiled – and God himself will then take off and enjoy the all of his life of which he has kept in restraints until this very precise moment ; for there is no more he can now do to bring men any closer to him – no more can he do to increase their desire or longing or yearning to come into his solitude with him, so he can show them all he ever had to share with them as they moved into a relationship of aloneness with him –

How can eternity not keep from breaking out and multiplying for it cannot help increasing in life, for such is the drawing power and changing power of what God has permitted to take place - this is the monumental outcome of the act of an immortal God – who is forever Almighty, and who in a body of flesh was put to death by his creation, and then rose again to bring all of his creation into eternity with him ; just as in our earthly realm we did witness the result of this extravagant act of love and merciful compassion, for as the eternal sacrifice of Jesus was completed, the curtains of the temple were torn in two and the earth quaked and split open and the dead rose ; all was to be effected by what and who God Almighty was giving men – he gave them his only Son – he gave them his Holy Spirit and he gave them the chance to share in eternity with him – for Jesus had laid down his life for the reconciliation of the world back to God – and so the division of God and men was no longer able to keep us from sharing in eternal life, and so even in eternity, the majesty and the consuming glory of the magnificence of what God has brought to pass, cannot go unnoticed or without effect for it does make major impact on the whole of all things - for how great is the magnitude of which we know nothing about until we follow our Lord to wherever he may go, for wherever he goes there is renewal and expansion and never ending unexplored wildernesses to reach into –
For only when we continue to follow him, will we share and see the complete effect our union with God Almighty has really had on all and everything – for so great he is – and so great he makes us, as he allows us to share in the whole majestic greatness of what God as Saviour and reconciler of the whole world really poured out – to share what was already his alone – for how he loves to share with us and to just show us who he is, and to make known to us just what we bring to his eternal existence and what he can bring to ours.

For we fill his heart whether we are saved or remain in rebellion, and his powerful love of sharing with us goes out to open the massive door to his eternal peace – a door which would outweigh and outsize the whole of the earth and all the universes and what they hold, but by our stupid reckless attitude and our flippant and casual way we handle the truth – we shut ourselves out of his massive glory - if only we were willing to know the power held in truth – if only we knew what took place on such a grand scale when our God took action – when he speaks – and when he moves – for he did indeed move heaven and earth for us – and his almighty strength of heart caused all of eternity to be ripped in two and to move and give way to change when it saw moving through it, God in his fullness now with the fourth person of the trinity –
For their oneness was amazing and their sameness was astounding and eternity could not stay the same for such is the nature changing power of the unification of the one who was the sacrifice, with the ones who needed the sacrifice - the joining is so powerful and effects all of eternity - such is the enormous ramifications which come from superb and pure unconquerable love and long suffering endurance, and the devotion and faithful obedience of Christ – that is why we must have Christ in us – that is why we must learn that Jesus loves the Father – why we must learn all his ways – why we must listen to him – why we must use and speak out the words he gives us – why we must speak out the word ‘repent’ for without it, there is no access to the Father – and no access to all of what God’s eternity offers to all of his creation -
Repentance begins the heavens of eternity rumbling, for they can already then feel our footsteps and hear our souls rejoicing and our spirits singing - but they know the road is long for us, and even as we turn in our ways; that it is only the almighty power of God’s love for us and Christ in us, and us in Christ, which will bring us through to the end – the Lord has immense determination and will hang on to us even when we struggle and scream for him to leave us alone; for he is our Father and he knows what is best for us, but he will never let the sacrifice of Jesus be trodden down by us, for his wrath and his vengeance will be so righteously and justly distributed and painfully wrought, for Jesus will never be trod down under our feet, but will always be lifted up and exalted and magnified by the Holy Spirit – he will always come first, and no matter how much the Father loves us, and how much the Holy Spirit holds on to us, it will never be again at the expense of his Son, for Christ died only once as a sacrifice to take away the sins of many people, and he will come again but not to deal with our sins again, but to bring salvation to all those who are eagerly waiting for him.
And if we do not wish to now participate in the preparation of his bride then we had better get out of the way – for a banquet is being prepared and a wedding is being planned, and if we do not know Jesus, and do not want to know him, then the face of God we will only see when we stand before him to give an account of ourself and what we have spoken and done – and the beauty of a life through Jesus Christ after the wedding feast we will never have the experience of –
For such is the eternal beauty of our Lord, that it just reaches forth and fans out and takes up all and every expanse, and then that expanse just tears open and reveals the more, for the more of God is endless and the more can not help but desire to be filled with him and to come forth to share his life with him –
He moves forth and his beauty coats and highlights and enhances and draws unknown eternities to him, for he is eternal life and life cannot help but come into existence when the Lord moves forth to enjoy and take pleasure in his new eternal existence with his creation – for life desires the same thing and so now his completeness has multiplied and extended, and is so reflected in the multiplication and the extended wilderness of the all of God.

Our willing transformation and our continued heartfelt and thought stripping and soul searching repentance is what gives resurrection and new life to our God’s heart, as surely as drinking the blood and eating the flesh of our Christ gives us resurrection and new life ~
We may not be able to see how one drop of willing response from us means so much to him, and all which surrounds him - and how we can open the greatest of doors to walk through and hold all of heaven in total astonishment, either at our refusal of God, or when we yearn and long and ask for the more of him even after we are living in the more which he has poured out in New Jerusalem – for it is when we see New Jerusalem as the starting point of our lives - and the New Heavens as the launching pad into our new existence - that all of heaven will also see what our God has planned for himself in his own eternity.

Jesus is the Resurrection and the eternal life in one complete package - in its completed form.
To see Jesus is to see ourselves in resurrection and in life, and to hear him is to hear ourselves in the voice of our oneness with the Father - our full eternal selves; our full eternal salvaged souls as seen in their original untouched immaculate form – in their full presence -
For as Jesus speaks and sounds and looks is ourselves when Christ is formed in us – for there should be nothing about our appearance to attract mankind to us – for it is the message we carry which should have all the attention and focus, and when Christ is seen in us it is the beauty of the eternal word which is seen, for it glows with the ecstasy of eternal sameness - for we ourselves hold no beauty which can compare to the splendour of Christ, and the inexpressible sight of salvation in its finished form as made anew by the word which is of unwritten stature - and when his light shines out of us it is his word the Holy Spirit is highlighting and shining into men - it is his word we are centring all eyes and hearts on – for his word is the beauty of our eternal existence in and with our God, and it is proudly and unashamedly and openly displayed, but no one sees it or where it can then take us - its pure beauty of the oneness of Jesus with the Father, and the glorious unfolding of its mystery is lost as men’s hearts and eyes look and hear the messenger instead of the message –
They are looking at the incomplete word, instead of the complete word who is Jesus Christ, for we are not complete until Christ is fully formed in us.
Jesus, the Resurrection and the life grows in us as we eat and drink of him, and as we live our life through Christ we are living and experiencing as Christ, who was dead but who now is alive for ever and ever – we live through and in Christ walking the path he walked leading up to the wedding banquet – so we are fully aware of what is required of us to participate in the feast which celebrates the marriage of the only begotten son of God, to a bride of whom we are to be the reflection of - for there is no bride for Christ unless the bride herself goes through the same preparation and unfolding as Christ did – for as Jesus was prepared so is his bride for they are to be without conflict and without any incompatibility – so the bride is to know him so well and having her foundations built on God’s word - for the word in her is the creative word of God which unfolds and matures as her foundations and walls and streets and dwellings became manifest, as the power of the word of truth gives the bride of Christ her qualities and nature and character – for the creative word driven forth by the Holy Spirit is the word also in us, and as we meet together in agreeance so the formation of the body of Christ is revealed in its new way - with new unfolding words to bring forth a new and matured relationship based on truth and trust and faithfulness and a love which reaches out and takes into its fold the all of God – for it is God’s love which races ahead of us through all the heavens and into the farthest escapes to make a road for us to travel down so we may journey onward and upward and outward into and through the full truth of our eternal existence alone with God.

We are resurrected and made alive living and growing so as to come into a full matured relationship which has prepared us for an eternal married life with he who is eternal life itself – for our eternal life is far from stationery and fixed, even though it will seem to us now that it will have reached a height of which there is no need to go further for God’s dwelling will then be with men and men’s dwelling with God - for his eternal word will have come full circle and have returned to its creator bringing in its embrace all of which has gone out from him; and it brings it back in completeness as it races on to oneness and to also the elite existence of sameness.
His new and different word develops in us – his revelations in it expand us beyond what is written in the farthest regions of God –
For it is now in its new eternal form, where its completeness is stretched and made unimaginable in its contents as God speaks in volumes out of the volumes of his word, which is still unwritten in our hearts, but written in God’s heart, for it came into its existence as we moved in closer to him changing his eternity forever - and as our eternal life came into us on earth, his new word came forth into him in the heavens, and they have been expanding and growing in their mighty power as each breathe of God draws all men closer to Christ – words of a magnitude which only the new heavens and the extremes of an expanded eternity can hold and understand for they themselves are extreme in their content and are designed to take those whose aloneness with God is their eternal existence - taking them into places where the masses will not be able to go for it will be New Jerusalem that they love to be in - and these far off places are for those who do not hesitate to follow the Lord wherever he goes, and to know and see where he has already been, for eternity is the all of God past present and future - for his life will be exposed for us to see and experience, and it cannot be shown and lived in this way to anyone except those who have stayed with him and believed in him and remained firm and have never lost their first love for him - or held Christ at arms length so they could just draw from him only their comfort and their safety and their blessings ; allowing then for Jesus to go it alone, but with the full intention of still having the privilege of meeting up with him in New Jerusalem.
This is the motive from hearts and mouths which say yes but do not do - who say I give myself and devote my life to the Lord, but already have in their hearts a desire to see to themselves first – they do not know, and have failed to find out what Christ in us is really for – why God gave his Son – and that it was not for us but it was for him – and it will never be for us the way God really wants it unless we listen to hear and see to understand and know.
And the hard lesson for the world is that there is no one else, and there is nothing we alone can do, which will take the place of Christ in our lives or make us equal to him, for we are his creation and we are in desperate need of his salvation and in desperate need of repentance – even the heavens as they are now, feel the impact of repentance for such is the power of it –
There is so much of God for us to know and to love; and it is wisdom which has come down from the heavenly lights which makes us love repenting before God - for repentance is such a beautiful sight to behold; for it is God’s word to us –
Repent is God’s word to us, and how beautiful it is; and how beautiful is what it releases to God’s hearing and what it does to his heart ~

The farthest escapes of God are the farthest of the most elite openings into the eternal existence of God – into the natural desired existence of God - we have eternal existence which will be the one we ourselves have chosen, but it does not mean it will be the same as the all of what God desires for himself or for us, for to know what is on his heart is to be one who is in his heart, knowing as the Holy Spirit knows, for we are not given all of his Spirit without limit so we can only make Christ known on earth - we are given the Spirit of God without limit so we can go into the outer expanses of the unknown - the outer unknown of our God and search through his wilderness with him in full power of a full and eternal relationship, in full maturity, and in full knowing of what his personal agenda is – for we can now have it revealed to us for we are now a full and complete testimony of Christ throughout all of eternity - we are given all of the Spirit of God, so we can still ask for the more of him and still follow wherever he goes – for so important is it for us to have the full nature of the Holy Spirit in full operation in us, and for him to take precedence in our lives starting from right now - for we could not say Jesus is Lord without the indwelling of the Holy Spirit, and that was our starting point - and from then on all his skills he has given to us, must be used without ceasing or decreasing, but used so they increase and become more intense after the victory has been won, and as our full life with our Lord begins – for now we have moved on and into another life to know him as we have never known him before, and to see him as we have never seen him before – and from that we will also know and see ourselves in ways we also never have before –

For unless we go into eternity in full power of the Holy Spirit and in the fullness of his nature, and with a clear understanding of our God’s heart and where now he wants to take his word to – his eternal life to - where he now wants to take Jesus Christ in us to - then the eternal life in us will not expand us and take us into the hidden depth of its full meaning - for we have to be so full of courage and be so filled with the incredible full power of the Holy Spirit to take our existence into its full meaning outside of what is written, and to go where all which is unwritten and unseen by us is held in God’s own lustrous glow waiting for those who dare to come closer to see what it is God has written for himself – what he has written for his eternal life to hold for himself – and be ones to venture into areas where we must go uninvited and yet invited, for such it will be, because such is our boldness and such is our strength and such is our assurance in our oneness, and such is our assurance in our sameness and in our preparation, and in the one who prepared us – and such is our knowing knowledge of how the bride of Christ comes into her formation – for we know who we are, and we know who our God is, and we know he has not reached the all of who he is yet, and has yet to release the all of himself so his pleasure is complete and satisfying, for he has held it back so we may have the chance to catch up - And now salvation has been given to all, and now we have caught up, and it is time for us to go forward and boldly bring about what he is holding back, for we have been given all of his Spirit - his total power - so our existence can carry the full meaning of life in Christ to the next and consequent levels, and then to where there ceases to be any more levels for we are then without measure and our existence in God is now not seen anymore for such is our solitude and aloneness with him and in him - we are as his unwritten word – gloriously so far in God – so much the same as him that it cannot be written or seen, for this is what majestically glorifies and magnifies and pleasures him unceasingly - for this is his unwritten eternal life.

The Holy Spirit looks past what we say and think we need and the power we are looking for –
He knows what we need and require for our full life with the Lord, and that is what he will give those who receive, accept and welcome the word of God as it is now given – for it is our first step in how steadfastly we remain faithful to the measure we are given -
For only the Holy Spirit knows how his power is issued forth and what it is released for – and what it is ultimately designed and given life and made known to us for - he knows why it comes to meet from the ends of the earth and sweeps in from the outer universes to be in unison for the ultimate task – the task which it was really given out for – for it is mighty and unsustainable power that is required to bring to our God an existence which will fulfil him and bring a new completeness to he who is complete and perfect - now it is for the true and real extra portion and measure to be given to an eternally enduring God, as we move with him into the new – the wonderful exciting and unpredictable newness of our God - for he is made anew in his heart, as his new phase of eternal life takes on its own presence, for eternity is now torn open and will expose new birth and new creation and new joys and new pleasures and new adventures even for our God, for there are still things he has not felt or experienced through and with us, for we are new and different and presented to him as a bride beautifully prepared by his Holy Spirit to come to him in full power of love and knowledge and understanding and life and revelation - that now we are a source of revelation for our God as his word is now one with us in its eternal make up - its unfolding through us can bring new experiences to him as the wonderment of our new life exudes out of us ; to allow our God to see himself so much in us, and to experience what we experienced when he came to us first in full love and power – in full knowledge and understanding and in full life – this is the wonderful gift of the Holy Spirit who was given to us to testify of our Christ, and to change and bring us into where no man has seen and what no man has heard - for he generously and graciously and with great endurance dispensed to us what our Father wanted us to have, making it all the more difficult because the depth and the involvement of its true and complete use, was not able to be seen or told to us, until it was nearly upon us - that is because we are so distracted with gifts and power - so distracted, that the fullness of them can never be given to us – or revealed to us until the Holy Spirit has taken us over – we are taken step by step - and step by step does God unveil himself to us and by our reaction and responses does his next revelation then come forth
It is our responses and actions and words which determine how we will live in eternity, for our free falling with God now, or our restrained and limited fellowship with him now, will be a forerunner of our eternal life in eternity.
We have to allow the Lord to break the barriers down now - or in some way or another even in the glorious form we will be in - they will be still what keeps us at our eternal distance from him – they will not be removed on the new earth and in the new heavens if we have said no to them being taken down now – for it is now that we have to endure the pain of all barriers being torn down in us – for we are meant to feel and to react to the changes which bring us eternal life – it is not meant to be painless and without effort or without a determination not to settle for less that what Christ died for --
We have to feel it and live it no!!

It is too late in eternity to turn back the hands of time – it is now or never – now is when we have to move and live in the full power of the Holy Spirit for the battle is not eternal but our life with and in our God is – God is telling us over and over again to be prepared – to do the groundwork and let the Holy Spirit prepare us - telling us to receive and accept and welcome his word of preparation to us, because that is what takes us into the mystery and yet into the clarity – into our God and yet into ourselves – and into all of eternity which is every second of our Lord’s life – please be prepared our Lord says to us time and time again – for the unprepared will not have anywhere near the all of God which will come forth and soar through and into all of the new expanses and wildernesses of the forever increasing eternity - for such is his greatness and such is how he will spend his eternity alone or alone with us – he has made his choice – so now we have to make ours?
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As we bring and offer to the Lord the all of us we are washed in his word and again and again as we are lead into times when we have no one but our cornerstone to lean on and trust – no one but our Lord to talk to and to support and bring us comfort from out of his well of survival - for out of the deepness of the well of survival – comes the deeper well of salvation and a humility which is so steeped in pure Christ – and he will rest it assuredly over our shoulders, gracing us and anointing us with all of which his well of salvation contains – it contains his pure sacrifice – for that is our courage and encouragement to us - for as he places the humility of the sacrifice around our shoulders when all else is in chaos and destruction, and hatred is riding in to tear us apart – then he will let us see the salvaging of our soul as God see it – as we are permitted to push further into Christ to share his life – in glimpses and flashes as we feel an intense emotion which will instantly change us and bring to us what we are needing at that time – hearing what Christ heard – and to be seeing what even God should not have to see –
This is Christ moving in us, building onto us, taking us further into the distance he went so our endurance is sustained, and so we do not lose heart as we draw on his strength; the strength of which it took him to walk to the cross to give eternal and complete salvation to all - for he moves his insight into us to make way for the reality of the battle of the truth – so we may walk in the shoes of justice to sense the greatness and to see clearly the work of Christ in us –
He brings our conscious awareness into a sensitivity which is required and released to us in times when we are emersed in the full truth of what Christ is fighting for - for only in this confrontation with the reality of it, will our eternal existence be made richer and fuller - and the serenity of our knowing God more, will empower us, for he in us is a mighty force, and a mighty power which our flesh and minds have not yet realised - for we are yet to catch up to what really has been done in us and the power of he who dwells in us –
But the Lord will allow us to catch up and feel the merging of what is – with what has already taken place.

We are to hold tight to the written word, and the word himself, just as Jesus held tight to the written word, and onto the word which the Father spoke to him and so remained in full strength and power –
This is for those who have dived headfirst into the well of all of God’s salvation, knowing their survival is paramount to Christ, and to see and to witness and to know and to feel the enormity of what Christ died for, and the enormity of what took place in the heavens and on earth when God’s sacrifice of himself was completed – it is to feel the enormity of Christ - as we let it stretch us painfully and take us to see where his death has brought life - for his death and his sacrifice is spread throughout the eternal heavens – he died for the world to be reconciled through him back to God – and through that reconciliation was born an eternity which has been stamped with Christ and those who dwell in him - and wherever we go in it, resurrection and life will be its song, for the cross did indeed take us to our eternal crossroad, and we chose, and the victory of the right choice gave us the victorious pleasure of feeling and smelling and tasting the fullness of the sacrifice – for the fullness of the sacrifice does not end when we receive our precious salvation and the glorious gift of eternal life – it does not end when we are safely in New Jerusalem enjoying all the benefits of what his death brought to us – true salvation and the truth of our Saviour is what we are to be tasting – and have flow over us – so the smell of him is all over us – so the smell of his purposes and his life and his sacrifice fills all our senses - for that is what makes eternity and New Jerusalem what it is – that is what makes and gives all of it its enduring beauty - for its beauty endures because Christ endured – and it is prepared and made ready as the bride of Christ, in the same way Jesus who is the Son of God had to be prepared and made ready to be the Son of Man.

Christ is indeed who we are to savour and eat of, if God’s wedding feast is to be a foretaste of our new life – feasting on a full relationship which has lead to a wedding banquet which is full of the abundance of fine food and fine tasting wine, of which our lips will not taste if we have not had them purified by the blood and flesh of Jesus Christ, and have smelt the aroma of his sacrifice;
If we have not tasted of the fullness of the word of Christ Jesus, we will not taste and eat and drink of the wedding feast – and we will have no experience of a full married life in Christ.
For we are to come through the ranks with Jesus at our side and us at the side of Jesus – through the repentance - through the changes – through the correction – through the battle - and through the opening of our eyes to see how salvation and the outstanding beauty of it has been missed – the point has been missed – Yes, salvation is for all as repentance flows and the Name of Jesus is believed in - we have what we were promised – we have our promised salvation - but we have missed the point – for Christ died to reconcile us back to the Father and to reconcile us back to an eternal life which was only separate to God alone, but which he is allowing for us to share in -
But let us get to the pinnacle of our existence - our existence in Christ – the purpose of the Holy Spirit’s amazing and astounding work on this earth, as he follows what are God’s possessions as he waits to come and dwell in us – and as he waits for us to open ourselves to him – as he waits for us to obey and listen and to read, so that the scriptures can then do their job and change us – as he waits for the light of Christ to start to shine out of us – as he waits for us to respond and react to his correction and the insights he is giving us into our lives in Christ and where they can to take us – moving us so we may see past and into God’s heart where it all is for us to see if we can only get past the magnificence of what he gives to us – to see it and to appreciate it but to then see where it came from – to see the one it came from - for he hands it all out to us and then sits and waits to see if we will then follow it back to where it came from – he gave us Jesus so we could follow him back to see the source of himself, and how he is without limit and bounds and has his dwelling in eternal realms of which we can come and search through with him - for that is where our God finds his rest and where the all of him is waiting – what is the point of our eternal life if we do not follow the miracle or the sign or the wonder or the glory or the splendour or the power or the magnificence which is so blinding in its beauty to us – if we do not follow and go to the source of it - we see the glory of God in all those things but we do not see his face and come to know the very all of him – we do not feel his breathe on our bodies – we do not see the sparkle in his eyes when we look at him first, and then look at what he gives us – for when we do that we have just given back to him the increased measure of what he just given to us – for we are to continue walking as we look around and give our wonderment and awe and our praise and all honour and thanks, as we see and feel and taste and smell and appreciate and acknowledge and recognise all of everything which is coming forth from his generous nature, for it is without doubt most worthy to be praised and most worthy to be heard and seen – but it is for us to be able to see and hear but to be continuous in our walk with and to the one from whom they have come forth from - that is the point of our eternal existence - for we were given it, so we could share the all of it with our Lord and God - to come to him in a full and mature way to fellowship and have our eternal existence full of the desire and the longing and the pining to be alone with him in solitude and to come to know him and experience him from the very first moment he said let there be light – and for our aloneness with him to never stop – we have to yearn and long for our aloneness with him to never cease - for our travels with him to never cease – for our hearing of his voice to never end – for we have to live on new earth in new Jerusalem which reaches into the new heavens and still desire to be alone with God only - for that is our eternal life, our New Jerusalem, our eternal heavens - to have them all and not to share it in aloneness with God - is missing out on the point of why we were really given it~
And I can only speak for myself but not one moment of his life and his hearts thoughts do not want to know about, and to share and to come to understand and to put in its place in my eternal life, so my completeness is his completeness, and my oneness is his oneness, and my sameness is his sameness – I want the all of the Father – the all of Jesus – the all of the Holy Spirit – for without the all of the three of them, I am yet to fulfil the eternal purpose of why I was salvaged and why I was permitted to share and participate in eternal life – and then to take that eternal life into the farthest reaches of eternity – so I too may be unseen as his unwritten word is unseen – that I too may be his unwritten word which he holds in his heart ~

The bride of Christ has a job to do, and all may enjoy and bask in her beauty, but the truth of her preparation is far beyond her glorious presence – she knows what the true rich full depth of her role is, and relishes it and will glorify God through it – but do we know our role, or will we be still only reaching out for the obvious - reaching out for what God has placed in front of us to see and to enjoy -
We have to go deeper – we need to go deeper – so our hearts and minds can endeavour to understand while we are still living by faith, what we are given salvation and eternal life for, so we do not in our lack of preparation enter our eternal life - and then enter our eternity in New Jerusalem with our same attitudes and our same motives - for if we do we will again leave God out of our life - and this time it will be for eternity.
And just because it is eternity, and it is New Jerusalem and the New Heavens and the New Earth it does not mean that it cannot happen - for such will be the subtlety of it – for such will be the grandness of our existence; that if we do not know it now and see it now, we will never know it or see it then.
That is what the sacrifice of Jesus is all about -
That is what sharing his eternal life with us is all about – that is what Jesus said yes to – that is what moves the heavens and the earth to make way for the new heavens and the new earth and the bride of Christ to come into full preparation – They are moved and changed and made new when we are ready to live our new lives in mature fellowship, for we have seen and heard and witnessed and tasted all of what God and His Christ and his Holy Spirit have done - and we have so been permitted to grow and rise to the stature of Christ, who always remained one with Father ; and in their eternal purposes Father Son and Holy Spirit always remain in their sameness - for it is their sameness which made it possible for all men to be drawn to Jesus by the Father and to be kept for the day of redemption by the Holy Spirit.

And the Father has been without his Holy Spirit for long enough – and he is drawing him back as the time which was allotted draws to an end, and so he must depart so our next phase can begin and then draw to its end also, for eternity is waiting for us – for there is much more to be done and said and lived ; for a wedding is being planned and a bride is being prepared and our new existence with God is reaching out to us, for that is how close we are to it, and it to us - our new life we are also being made ready for now, if only we let God show us more of the whole agenda – bit by bit – line by line – for each time God reveals to us it may seem the same thing he is going over and over, but each time it is mentioned by him he is refining and sharpening it – removing its fine layers – for as he speaks it to us, it clears away what he has put there to shield it - and with great refining and polishing power and with immaculate precision he brings it to a point when the revelation is so precise and sharp and without figures of speech, that out of it now spills and overflows refined and maybe shocking revelations, which are thick in richness and tangible in their fullness; for such is our new life as it comes, and is as complete in us as it can now be, while we remain in this imperfect body of flesh – but permitted to come into its incredible depth, and its incredible streams of wisdom which are constantly flowing to clear away any silt which may come to rest when the waters have become still and have stopped being stirred by hearts which can only come to rest in Christ - and resting in Christ is not a stillness which ceases the streams of eternal wisdom to flow – resting in Christ is resting in an extraordinary amount of life, but that is our rest and our quietness - for as the Lord takes his rest so do we – learning to be as one with Jesus as he is with the Father is a miracle that God foresaw as one of his greatest – the creation dwelling as one with the creator to a measure which saw the creation, whose free will also has determined their distance from God - seeing this creation now choose to bring this distance to nothingness – that the distance they had from him was sent back into the nothingness from whence it came – for we are in full and constant repentance and now realise where we have missed our choices and that they are not choices we can go back to fulfil once we are in eternity, for by then they were of another time and we were in another form of flesh - but it is the flesh and mortality of our existence now which gives us such special qualities which will remain with us for eternity –
For we are being highly and expertly trained to be ones who can know and understand and love God through Jesus Christ, to such a great stature that we can go on eternally pleasing him – for all we did in the realm of time by faith and by sheer desire out of determined hearts, is what will make us ones who can eternally communicate with him in the new way, and in doing so we will be bringing forth the desire of his eternal heart for such has been the Holy Spirit’s presence in us -
For the Holy Spirit is our complete preparation – and prepare us he does, so that now the tables have been turned just as Jesus overthrew the tables of the money changers and merchants – for indeed the ways of the world have been thrown to the ground, and God’s house will be a house of prayer, and will no longer be filled with those who rob God of his true life in eternity with us ~

The tables are so turned, that we are now the ones who search out ways to please and delight our Father with the same zeal as the Son and the Spirit, for our full calling in Christ we can now hear and is what we now only answer to - for we can now hear in the same way Jesus heard the Father speak to him - and it is not our God anymore who has to please and give us the desires of our heart - for he has already done that – and that is why now we are able to pursue God’s road, for it is only now that we have come to the road which has been carved out for us in he who is our rock of salvation – for we are now in the full power of the Spirit, and in the full mature relationship as that of Christ, and it will be us who will be searching so as not to hope to find what may be pleasing in the sight of our God, but we will be searchers and explorers who know, and can find, and do find, for we are precise and sharp and full of the word of truth, and have been shown how to wrap it all in tender caring, and in the folds of our garment of first love - for we have given up all and everything that was presented to us by the world to enjoy, to reach for what is higher than the highest – what is beyond all excellence - we do it not to receive – not to be known – not to be rewarded – we do it for we are so finely tuned and so refined and elegantly attired and arrayed in God’s very nature and character, and so perfectly merged into him – as we draw from our earthly training from the Holy Spirit - for it is that training he gave us as mere men and women, that brought us into the extreme measure of our love of being close and alone with our God, which has brought us into a life which will forever be giving joy to the one who gave up all and everything, so we may too share in his eternal life – and sharing in eternal life with God is sharing in his solitude and in an aloneness which will defy all which was foreseen as the only relationship God could ever have with his creation.
The barriers have been broken on earth and if we are explorers and adventurers and live in aloneness and solitude with our God there will be no pre set way we can communicate and live eternally with him - for God’s word to us will be different if our relationship with him is now different –
For even eternity has been blown apart to make way for the new creation – to make way for the new relationship which God has with the fourth person of the trinity – for it may be four now and not three but in their sameness they are still but one.

The marriage of Jesus Christ to his bride will be lived by us just as we lived through him while the bride was being prepared – we did take part in her preparation – we are her preparation - and what she displays so wisely and with meaning, is what the Holy Spirit drew out of us – it is what God placed in us and which the Holy Spirit commanded to come to the surface - for we are seeing in her the manifested beauty of our salvation - the manifested glory of God’s visitation to us - the magnificence of when he walked the earth and when he walked through out our outstretched hearts to see and open all the doors to all the rooms in us, so Christ could be seen and grown in us –
New Jerusalem is the completed version of Christ in us – the elite vision for us to see what we could not see taking place inside of our hearts – this is how beautiful the salvation of our soul is – so beautiful and perfect and supremely reigned in, in the heart of the Father, that it had to takes its eternal form and be presented back to Jesus as his bride, to take its eternal existence into far off and newly birthed places - for how far out does the repercussions of the salvation of our souls and our eternal life with the eternal one stretch…
There is no measure – there is no distance -
For how long, how wide, how deep is the love of Christ which far surpasses mere knowledge, that we may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and become a body wholly filled and flooded with God himself.

The Holy Spirit is given to testify of Jesus and he left his nature in us so our testimony of Christ is endless – eternal, strong, and never failing - for this is our basis of our married life in Christ - our full and true and complete testimony to the truth of his word which strained forward and willingly salvaged our souls for their was a divine purpose for our salvation ….
And it is up to us to search it out until we arrive into God’s wilderness where he will explain all we still do not know – and know we will, that he is the rest of the all of our lives – that he is the best of the all of our lives – that he is the words of our love song and he is forever the beat of our hearts -
God alone – and alone with God is the pinnacle of our existence and why we have eternal life in eternity –
For Jesus died so the Father would not have to live without us.

So freely as we have received free will – so freely we give our choice of Christ to those who have made no decision, so that what we offer to them can glorify their choice so as it is a right and true choice which is made by a heart which yearns for the glory and honour and exaltation and eternal praise of the only true God and Jesus Christ whom he sent –

For it is his wisdom, and his wide expanses of yet uncharted wilderness which stream with the abundance of the joy of salvaged and redeemed souls, such is their eternal beauty in the sight of God, who is forever in rejoicing of a Son who said and did his perfect will, and through this act brought into its manifested beauty a marriage which is of the highest order - a union which holds in it what God had ordained as the true joining of two to make one - a marriage of Jesus to a bride who is now perfect and complete – prepared by the Holy Spirit – whose preparation so unified the nature and the compatibility of the bridegroom and the bride – that as the two were made one – so now the oneness was made sameness.
And so when the exaltation has seemed to have reached its highest and grandest crescendo as the bride of Christ is revealed and brought down from the new heavens to meet with the bridegroom ; it is then we will see and hear the exaltation and the praise and the glory increase to a level which not even the expanded eternities can hold, for such is the new life of Christ as it comes into its unwritten revelation in the hearing and sight of those who are alone with God in solitude – for the unwritten revelation can only be seen and heard by those who are at the pinnacle of their existence in eternity ~

~AMEN~